Thoughts abt my present class. Not the exact portrayal but some degree of similarities. Wait make tat almost.

As i switched abodes from ten to nine,
Excitement and disappointment meals i dined.
Though most were tough for me to swallow,
I knew this was nothing compared to the gallows.

Gathered myself to meet my new mates,
On the first of many subsequent dates.
An eye-opener it proved to be,
But a little sad that it was only two times three.

Initially it went according to script,
Fun and games and sandcastle pits.
Then little immature insensitive me,
The true world I finally could see.

Changed and morphed as I tried to adapt,
Unfortunately for everything there exists a cap.
Lethargic, exhausted and very so nearly maimed,
I knew it was time to quit this eternal game.

Albeit this bump lies sweet memories,
Ones which I will still keep after eternities.
Although our relationships weren't as sturdy as i hoped them to be,
I sincerely thank all who have been there for me.

Wat i felt fer the past few days. Luckily nt anymore.

As I transversed the light into the darkness,
Engulfing me are all but sureness.
Forward the direction I wish to venture,
The signs though visible point not to the future.

What really scares me are not the discouraging signs,
What really does is a never-ending find.
Try did I to make a move,
But all that was heard were only hopes going poof.

Before I embark on my next few steps,
There will be no doubt be a dilemna in my heart's depths.
Truth be told the end does not approach,
Regardless of which I seek to poach.
To move ahead or give up a diminishing bet?
Mr. Perplexed just wishes to have zero regrets.

The following poem shall describe my current emotions.

As i try to entangle this cheesy mess,
it bears similarities to a polka-dot dress.
Never fully coloured or dull,
Just portions tat will make it null.

2 more days till i officially end my As. Lets do a quick recap.
General Paper: Not done s well s i liked n i dun think i will ever get a chance to ever do so. My target would b a B at least pls, a first in my entire college life.
Biology: Although the full subject is 2 days frm being history, I hope I will b able to get at least a B fer this subject which s i always emphasise tat i spend time more than the time i spend on my other subjects multiplied mutiple times over. An A well, there's a hope, s always, onli whether it realises or not.
Maths: Darn it. Couldnt score full marks fer either papers nor near 90. A modest target would b 80. N hopefully there wouldnt be anymore significant errors tat could blow my chances of getting a distinction fer my supposedly best subject. An A is in reach.
Chemistry: Paper 3 was almost free-frag. Paper 2 was a little hard. Paper 1 was hard. My grade fer this subject hangs in the balance, although i hope the balance will tip towards the side which has "A" scripted on its scale.
Physics: Paper 1 was rather bad. Paper 2 was horrendous. Paper 3 was somewhere in between. So far the onli subject which i worry abt most. I sincerely hope i can get an A.

Anyway, all the best my friends come nxt March...