I hate it when unhappy things i predicted come true. Today one of my colleagues gt the sack. I was the other contender. Guess i was luckier cause i was a guy and could help wif the loading and unloading of documents. Oh well, i pray that she will find a beta and more permanent job relly soon. One of the other company's onli employee told mi that those born in the yr of the dragon wld b most protected and looked after by the gods. Hmm...i'm starting to think this way. I relly hope the gods will look out fer mi when i get my results this friday. Ok from today till tml i'm not gona mention anything about results. Tomorrow will be the last day fer my colleague and the one in the other company mentioned above. Haiz., think i'm gona miss them although we've onli been together fer abt a mth onli. Oh well, i guess life juz has to go on. I think i've gone thru enuf to noe that no one is indispensable in this worl d i guess. Luckily. When the bad news was broken to mi by my boss, i felt a little upset cause she nided the job more than i did, since she had to support herself and her family s well. But i guess the onli consolation i cld find was that it cld b a blessing in disguise, that is if she gets to find a more well-paid and beta job. To all my friends out there who admire my job, i merely listed out the merits. The baddies r onli fer mi to noe fer u to find out. There ain't such thing s a perfect job. Got my pay today too. Gave my mum n dad money to fulfill my duties s a son. Haiz, hope i get a scholarship. That's the best present fer them s a son i guess. Tml is gona b a very busy day. I think a farewell meal is on the cards followed by the loading of ALOT of documents frm office to changi airport. Not to forget, there is a very high probability that we may load back the same amount back to the office. That my dear reader/s, concerns mi ALOT. Let's hope tml will pass fast and smooth. I guess there aint anything else to blog about. Oya the arena the first speaker of HCI is very pro. Hmm...i wonder how r my debating skills...perhaps...none?

Today's time passed relly quickly. Ghost stories and superstitions made the day as my two malay colleagues educated mi on the supernatural world. Topped up wif an expensive yet nt-very-enjoyable one n a half hr lunch at raffles hospital which costs mi 10 bucks, it was a nt bad day. It is confirmed. Results will b in on this friday at 230. Think im gona go wif one of my friend who works nearby mi. One of the contenders fer top students leh dun pray pray. I relieved back my o lvl memories s friday gets closer. I rmbred that i still had my first 3 mths friends to share my fears and anxiety. Now i onli hav a few closer ones, i think. Lemme visit on my previous blog post. (http://realm-of-destiny.blogspot.com/2006_11_01_archive.html) Hmm...the grades i HOPE i will get is 4 As and at least a B in gp. The grades i THINK i will get is 2As, half-A-half-B(cause i nt sure abt this) and a B, and of course a B4 fer gp. Anyhow my best grades were ABCC or BBBD fer my two yrs in jc. Judge fer urselves. I RELLY dunnoe wat i will get. This time i will nt b saved by the principal since there is absolutely no chance she will call my name out, unlike during o lvls. This time its different. This time is the A LVLS. This time is this friday.

As puzzles start to fall into place,
Another few days mark the end of a dogged race.
Toil and sweat we have forked out,
To what we will harvest we BETTER not pout!

Went jogging in the morning today. Then did 15 pullups. Then drank big gulp. Played com ate lunch and went fer clz gathering. 3 guys didn't go. A few gals didn't either. But i was surprised at the nt bad turnout. Had steamboat. Didn't had much cause limited appetite. Shared work experiences both good and bad. Dun ask mi y i use short sentences. Dunnoe. Gathering was not bad lar. Not s bad i feared it wld b. This friday results. Orh man. Work again tml. Cool.

The first time having a boss ard while wrking in 2 wks wasnt relly tat scary after all. Tomorrow i hav a buffet dinner at hotel. Then later im defintely gona slp the nxt morning. Then on sunday i hav to leave home at ard 12 plus. Rather looking forward to sunday's gathering. Hopefully it will b one which will etched on my mind forever s wif similar ones wif previous classes i've been to. A brief glance back to the past has made mi realise that i most enjoyed and treasured my primary school days. I was in a boys school. Mayb i was young then, but it juz made the school all the more beta. I played wif frens every recess never ever having to worry abt any upcoming tests or unfinished homework. I never copied any pieces of my homework till the very end of primary 6 when i forgt to do a maths mock paper. That was it. The whole school population was almost my friends. I could talk to anyone at all. Anyone. I was rather well known in the school too i guess. Notorious or famous...well...lets juz say a mixture of both. I was part of the table-tennis school team which got the 3rd prize in the nationals competition. Playing a doubles role wif my currently ex-schoolmate, we won all our games together. Except the time when i injured my knee in a bicycle accident and he lost when he paired wif another teammate. The whole team were relly fun to b wif then. They were like...family to mi. The whole school was truly my second home come to think of it. We did almost everything together. The PSLE were coming, but naive and conceited mi juz didn't giv any care to it. I thou helped one of my table-tennis mates in maths. Cause in the past, he would take a bus home himself while i would wait fer my grandfather to fetch mi home. So while waiting fer my grandfather i wld teach him all i could on his weakest subject maths. Despite my best efforts and limited knowledge, he merely gt a B fer PSLE. Nonetheless he gt admitted to SJI i heard on merit of his table-tennis skills. I felt bad selling pokemon cards then to a friend to make profit. Now i noe money isnt relly that impt after all. I relly wish that i cld meet this very friend one day and make it up to him somehow. Whereever u r dude, I'm sorry. The PSLE passed s soon s it started and most people predicted mi to b amongst the top pupils if not the top. I disappointed them n myself and in the the title of the all-rounded pupil award went to another gd fren of mine who piped mi by 1 overall mark during prelims. Serves mi rite. I then went on to sec sch.
I argued viciously wif my parents over the choice of the sec sch. Firstly i wanted it to b a boys sch. Secondly the sch muz hav a table-tennis CCA. However, during my primary sch time i was frequently staying back wif friends to roam ard until my mum had to come to sch personally to bring mi home. Taking this big factor into consideration, my mum forced mi to enroll in the school opposite my home, which has neither of the criteria i wanted in my sec sch. A rather prestigious sch wif BOTH the criteria i wanted invited mi to its sch via the table-tennis coach which rang mi up. Despite my protests, my mum took the phone and rejected the coach straight away. So my sec sch was chosen. In this sch, a very meaningful 4 yrs passed quickly. I grew up there and learnt alot. Friends i made, characters i saw, and memories i retained. I lucked out on my o lvls results and went to an above average jc.
In jc, i learnt even more and grew too. Things on the surface were nt relly wat they seemed and entire scenarios were sometimes merely a facade. I was hurt and stabbed and my sec sch frens n i werent relly tat close anymore. I found that i was drifting away, alone. I noe my class cannot b blamed so i juz turned myself into mr. cold. Colder than myself can b said to b average fer some, but those whom noe mi well may comment that i may hav toned down a lot since sec sch. Failures i faced galore. 2 yrs of torment, little enjoyment. The onli days i wld rembr clearly wld b the ones i had during the first 3 mths and a few more days. I have since then realised to hav a gd friend is tough, much less a forever friend. Results became the main priority s everyone scrambled to settle their grades. Again i took lightly exams and tests and by the time i knew i wasnt relly up fer it it was a little too late. Now my results nxt friday will tell. Dun ask mi the reason fer the little overview of my life, i juz...felt like it. Come nxt friday, my future...continues?

My boss is coming back tml from hongkong. Wait no he came back today evening and is coming to office tml morning. Hopefully he doesn't get a shock frm the uncleared documents piling in the office. In the bus home super funny things happened. First one guy rang the bell. Then the bus slowly crawled past the designated bus-stop to stop. Then the guy wanted to remind the driver so rang again but to no avail. In the end he had to alight the stop after. Pity him. He reminded mi when i was on my way to school when the driver did the exact same thing and inthe end i had an early morning exercise thanks to him. Then after alighting at the next traffic light, suddenly the bus engine juz spluttered and died. After some fidgeting wif the controls the driver finally came out of his seat and gestured to us to get down the bus cause the bus couldn't start up again. As we started to leave our seats, he started the engine. Zzz. Lucky sia...anyway my stop was like in walkable distance so i didn't relly mind. Whoa one of my friends ask mi whether to play table tennis tml or not. I super shocked haha. Table-tennis...seems quite a stranger to mi liaoz...haiz. I think i gt s little pissed off at wrk today wif my colleagues. At least i tried my very best to control my emotions but i think they could sense it. Well, the reason is cause i gt my job scope switched wif my colleague and her job scope is rather stressful and no rest one, very unlike my previous one. And i juz couldn't get some things rite. Oh well, tml is the boss coming back. More stress i guess. And ya today the gal frm changi airport who is in charge of the project called and looked fer the boss's partner. One hear and i knew it was her haha. More rushing frm her. I think this sunday there's gona b a clz outing. Fer reunion dinner or celebrating smone's b'dae, either one i dunnoe which. Dilemna again. Another grp of frens asking mi out to c movie. Ex-colleagues. Obviously clz seems the beta choice...but it depends on the projected attendance. Wat's a clz outing w/o the whole clz huh?

Work gets serious. I dun relly though. Merely bored and moody. Bored was mi. Moody was my colleagues say one. Anyway today was the least slackest working day. Not the most tiring but the least slackest. No more removing of staplers fer mi in the future i guess. My boss comin back on friday. We got to rush out more documents by then. On monday its gona b bad fer mi. More back-breaking transport of documents to changi airport. How i wish our office were located IN changi airport. Today one of my friends called mi in elation that he got a job s a relief teacher. Omg, super imba pay haha. Work frm 8 to 1.30 and get 65 bucks. Super NEVER own mi. Somemore is teaching primary students. Juz beside is gals sch le. Ok no relevance. Actually its quite near my wrkplace but he finish at 1.30 i finish at SIX. CAN meet up leh like tat...zzz. I juz realised one bad thing abt all aries pple is that all of them do not like to lose to anything s said before by one of my friends. My b'dae falls exactly the aries period and has the same b'dae s the exact same person who told the above statement to mi. I thought it was especially applicable to mi. He said he was the same too but since then he has started to change his mentally and accept losing. Mi? I dunnoe. I've tried to do the same. In the past, i had sort of a sore-loser attitude whenever i lost in something. One of my friends said that i had a bad attitude. Nope the friend didn't tell mi directly, he told someone else and that someone else told mi. Argh, i'm gona clarify wif him abt that one day. Anyway, now i try to control my emotions whenever the same scenario of losing happens so perhaps i'm happier now. Well, it's true anyway no one is always a winner. It's the circle of life. Each has his turn. I wonder if i had a relly tough life since birth s compared to others around. The struggles i make and the failures i encountered...do they match up to any of my peers? I dun relly care now. I now prefer to take my life one step at a time. And i hope that during university, assuming that i do get into one, i will put my best to do the things i desire inspite of watever may happens. On a lighter note, i guess i still owe my friends a treat at k-box. I hope 50 bucks will b enuf. I haven gt my paycheque yet. One of my friends in army fell sick and came home. Rest well dude. Results ain't gona b released this friday. Lucky or not i dunnoe. Nxt friday perhaps? The unthinkable juz dawns on mi everytime i think abt it. Will i stumble my last hurdle? Will my sweat and blood b enuf fer the fruit of my labour? Only time will tell.

*Yawnz*. Shag man. Yesterday no blogging fer mi since s wif all chinese new yrs my dad's friends came to my hse fer their annual majong session. Then my cousins also came n my dad's friends' children too. But one of them gt barbeque or smthing then nvr come liaoz. I think he kena barbequed liaoz. Wait or mayb he got barber-killed. Hmm...my sense of humour is improving. They came quite late, 10 plus i think at nite. Then majong table kena kope by 4 adults. Then one guy came along so one of the auntie no place to play. In the end she went home quite early at 12. Early u may ask? Read on. Meanwhile i and my cousins and friends decided to play majong ourselves. So my cousin went back to his house to get another majong set and we set up another majong table. The kiddies section. Wa mai siao siao leh, i saw the adults play ar, they noe wat tiles u waiting fer de lar. If u wan to game confirm hav to "zimo" one, means u hav to draw the tiles urselves. Cannot wait fer pple to play fer u de haha. Then we among ourselves play fer a few rounds. Wa sian at least this time i think i game twice. Considering reunion dinner that time i nvr game at all...zzz. Then we played bridge after that. Then dai-di. Then later i shou bu liao nxt morning still hav to meet friends at 830 so slept at 3 plus in the morning. Btw i was the earliest to hit the sack. Dun ask mi when they left. Definitely earlier than 745 that all i can guarantee. Oya morning we went to my grandfather's house fer lunch. Then ltr rushed back cause my father's sister and step-brother comin. Wa my step-uncle's wife super noe hw to bao yang herself lar. Looks v tai-tai like haha. Then they had a daughter sec 2 in dunman. She plays netball. Then ltr my cousin came over, my father's side de. She married liaoz lo haha. Have 2 kids somemore. Wa frm her look can tell she v young lo. Then we played...no prizes fer guessing...blackjack. I didn't wan to play. My bros played lor. Then i juz took over my dad's place fer a while. THink i won 8 bucks ba. Betted 2 bucks fer each match. Then my auntie b banker super feeder...haha. Then in the end becomin more madness. My aunt and cousin played 10 bucks wif mi dad. Then my aunt won 2 matches. So more or less covered back losses i think haha. My bros won 20 i think. Dam jian lar. Then at 5 plus they went home liaoz. Then history liaoz lor.

Ok today. Dam it!!! My hair colour is fading!!! Song liaoz. No wonder everyday i look in the mirror like my hair gt auto dye fer black like tat. Nvm, i think i gona go fer part 3. XD Woke up at ard 745 to get ready to meet my friends at mac fer breakfast. Then reached there at nine. Kip on snoozing my alarm haha until i was too lazy to do so then i woke up. When i reached there still hav to wait fer 1 plus hr till everyone arrived. Darn it shld hav gone 1 hr late lar...like tat juz nice liaoz. Then we eat le walk walk until noon then went home liaoz. Wa its like my friends went to their galfriends' house to bai nian lar haha. Dam cool. Shld hav had a galfriend fer CNY to get hongbao then break. Then can zuan dao haha. Relax lar joking nia. After that went wif family and aunts to raja restaurant in...jurong east. Song. JURONG EAST. SUPER near my house man. Wa my bro nearly wanted to vomit in the car. Dam it sia in the end nvr haha. Btw he was the biggest winner of blackjack throughout CNY. Won 100 plus bucks. He's onli 12 btw. Sick lar. I shall get to this later. Then after that went home. Then hand itchy decided to play blackjack wif my bros. 2 bucks per game i b banker. Today super shuang and lucky fer mi man. I think i lost about 50 bucks in all. Cool huh. They each won 20 plus. Dam sian. Gambling is bad nw i noe, esp fer mi. I think i contributed a portion of my bro's winnings of 100 plus lor. Think its 119 if i'm nt wrong. Ouch. Then my parents played wif my bros at nite. Sick lar my father b banker then blackjack twice. Wicked sick. And everyone betted 2 bucks per game. Super shuang haha. But in the end he giv back money...so nt fun de..bleh. Hmm....tml hav to start work again. CNY over fer mi le i guess. The results may b out this friday. Lemme go play a game of dota bfore i go slp le. *Snaps* *Falls asleep*

Nian chu yi of the pig year. Morning woke up at 10 plus cause yesterday slept at 3 plus haha. Then ate 4 ang-gu-kuehs fer breakfast. Didn't relly had any appetite anyway. Then plunked myself in front of the com wif my bros. Until around 2 plus then my relatives starting coming. Around 4 o'clock i think all my mother's siblings came le. All gathered at my house. The majong table was out but it was used fer cards. My house had around 20 plus pple at the same time?? Cool haha. Soon my house became a mini-underground gambling den. Wait lemme count how many cousins do i hav at my mum's side...one, two...NINE! Ok lar not a lot but quite many liaoz. Then i'm like the oldest among them since my bro is overseas. Wa quite ke lian my bro. Cant spend CNY wif family. Haiz...hope he wun b lonely there. Then its like my father at first started play blackjack no money. Then no fun then played wif money. Then my father b banker haha. Later changed to dai-di. This one quite mad de. One card 50 cents. Then whoever has lesser cards than u including the winner u muz pay them. Example if u hav 6 cards left n u r the one wif the most cards left n the rest hav onli 1 card, u muz pay 3 bucks to the winner n 2.50 to the other 2. So quite crazy lar haha. Then 2 of my gal cousins played too. They super funny no money then go lend frm their mum haha. Then one match win 8 bucks the nxt can lose all de haha. Wa then one of my gal cousins looks quite cute now lar. Very long nvr c change a lot man. Double-eyelids and dimples. Wa combo haha. Then after that went home le then i watched kungfu hustle and harry potter. Then my bros played blackjack wif my father haha. One of them lost 50 cents the other won 9 bucks. Tsktsk, if im nt wrong my mum played too. Bad example...haha. Now i'm blogging and i shld b sleeping after this. Tml gona visit my grandfather then mayb tml nite gona tong xiao liaoz haha. Doesn't mean majong all the way lar...zzz. And i dun think i can tahan tat long. Mayb till 3 or 4 considered nt bad fer mi liaoz. Today's hongbao onli a few haha. Oya then at dinner ar i like tio suan like tat. My another gal cousin told mi she screwed up her higher chinese o lvls. Btw, she's frm rjc, first yr. Then i asked her how much, wondering hw much she could hav screwed it up. Then she said A2. Wa then i said i get B3 is super screwed up ar...haiz...A2=screwed up? That means my life mayb F9 liaoz haha. And results may nt b this friday afterall. It cld b the nxt or the nxt nxt. Goin fer NUS talks on 10 n 11 march. Hopefully i dun forgt to. That shld b all fer today. Happy new yr again! Oink!

Happy CNY!!! Hmm...the reunion dinner was nt s exciting s i hoped to b, but nonetheless one i wld savour. I had a quick nap when i reached my grandfather's house since the food had not yet arrived. After that went down to had the yusheng and dinner. Not bad lar. But the bill fer the catered food was i think 500 plus if i didn't c wrongly. Ouch. But money well spent i wld say. I watched "tu ran fa cai" halfway then played dai-di wif my cousins and auntie. I gt many cousins lar. So i juz say cousins in general. Then 2 of my cousins went to the other reunion dinner and returned around 10. At that time i was alrdy playing majong. Then later played bridge. After that went home at around 1, which is ard now. haha. Today morning went to workplace fer 2 hrs to return some money n settle some stuff. Then my cousin pulled mi to army market, again, to buy last minute CNY clothes. Zzz. Spent 32 bucks in all. He not mi. Then later went home n went fer reunion lor. Wa new yr liaoz... haiz also not much gan jue ba. Juz hope that this yr will bring mi beta luck lor. My onli hope this new yr wld b to get a scholarship. That is my one n onli hope. If i cld achieve that...i dun think i wld mind sacrificing anything cept those dear to mi. Before i go happy new yr to all! N wishing you guys out there a properous piggy pioneer period!!!

Phew...wat a LONG day. Went to work in the morning s usual. Then everything the same lor. Only today went to new cafetaria to try out the malay food. Not bad lar. But 3.50 ouch. Later watched another dvd at 4. Super boring lor. Think this one M-18. Also gt some nude. Oya morning watched finish D-day at last. Not bad lar. Nicest of the 3 dvds i watched over these two days. Then went to get a shirt fer my cousin. Then the guy who is also wrking there is his last day today. He waiting to go poly. He quite shuai also lar. He has a chain of 2 mini-mirrors, then his left hand has 2 billabong rings. Quite cool sia. Btw, i'm straight. Then we exchanged our names, not numbers, n wished each other all the best. Later went back office then until 6 then run liaoz. Went to amk to meet my friends there. When we arrived we realised a bit late fer k-box or movie, so in the end we had a long dinner at mac. We saw 2 schoolmates inside. Then ltr on we saw 2 ex-schoolmates outside. Didn't wan to say hi so we continued wif our conversation. Think they noticed us though, they wld b bloopers if they didn't. Wa feed ice-cream to each other...sweet sia haha. Oya before that we saw another 2 ex-schoolmates at the japanese restaurant inside jubilee. Dun relly noe them so nvr said hi either. After our dinner we went to arcade. Shit man realised i lost my tapz card. Stupid lar 2 bucks leh. Then came home also cannot find. Sui liaoz lar. Then i n my friend went to take bus, saw another schoolmate and an ex-schoolmate. Wa super lots of pple i saw today at amk. After that i went to my cousin's hse to pass him the shirt. Haha they still haven slp yet. Wa hopefully the shirt size juz nice fer him lar. The time then was 1145 liaoz. Then i faster ran back home. Reached home before midnite i think. Then my friend suddenly msged mi to talk to him. Reason: to kip him occupied on his journey home frm him watching movie wif fellow promoters. Zzz, spare tire sia. Then after that went to bathe. Now i'm blogging. Told my dad i wld b done in 15 mins. Guess i overshot, again. Today's eve of CNY le. Goin to wrk to pay my debt first then prepare fer reunion dinner le. Wow i'm excited. Even more excited than my first date sia. At least this one surely succeed de haha. Anyway today gt more confirmation that my boss quite teng wo. Whoa,i'm one lucky dude if wat my colleagues said were rite. Sadly it aint the case fer one of my female colleague. She may b dismissed at the end of this mth. Haiz...if onli this world was...more...in many ways...

Cheap batteries do not last. I used one of those fer my mp3 and it lasted mi fer 2 days. Ok wait, a few hrs it operated fer. How lasting huh. Anyway today was the first day of work w/o my boss. His flight was at 1100 hrs and was scheduled to arrive in hongkong at 1500 hrs. Wa first 2 hrs i was the onli one in the office. Super sian lar. Then first hr i secretly used one of the coms to play minesweeper and pinball n hearts n solitare. Ok mainly the games u can play without the internet. Played until super bored. After that went to do some of my real wrk. Then at 11 o'clock the secretary of the other company beside us came. Not bad at least had someone to talk to. Then she quite close to my boss de, there the affair thing lar. But after today i dun think they r affair-ing lar. Anyway she told mi my boss said tat i "da cai xiao yong". Then i answered her da cai yes, xiao yong dunnoe. Wa didnt noe i was so looked up upon by my boss. Hopefully my interpretation of the phrase is correct. Then after that we talked abt stuff abt fengshui blah blah. Then my boss office gt one mini fountain which has money in it. Then she say it is fer zao cai or smthing. N cannot let the fountain run. If not business will suffer or smthing. Wa she quite pro in this sia. Then its like when she's around the whole office will b more lively. Haiz too bad she's gona quit at the end of this mth. The new gal is gona come nxt friday. Hope she's pretty...haha. After hearing some things frm my kaka (big sister in malay), who is also my colleague, i conclude that my boss quite teng wo. But i think he also quite wary of mi after he caught mi playing minesweeper and using messenger on his notebook. Hmm...looks like i beta not disappoint. Then before he lef t fer hongkong i asked him to take leave on the 23rd cause of results. Then he said when he come back on that day we go celebrate if i get good results. If not good results also celebrate. Zzz... Then at around 4 o'clock like tat we watched "Love Education". Wa dam sian man the movie. N no ratings de. I think it shld b rated NFS (Not For Show). It has a lousy story line, and it has a few sex scenes which last fer quite long de. Super boring. N of course there's nude lar. Seriously i felt that it wasted my time lar zzz. Shld hav watched other shows. Wa boss not in can havoc sia. Watched till 6 then zao liaoz. Im gona wrk overtime tml. Everytime go home at six confirmed super crowded the bus and the roads super jammed. So suck de. Tml gona watch the rest of "D-day". N the secretary of the neighbour office juz msged mi to bring "The Shutter". Haiyo in my cousin's com sia. Cannot burn lol. O she reply le. Dun dare to c haha. Then went to cousin's hse play again. Think tml gona buy fer my cousin shirt. Yesterday my friend borrowed frm mi 50 bucks. To do wat? Chase gal. Haiz. Then we chatted blahblah. Hopefully he enjoys he himself no matter wat happens. 2 more days to CNY, 1wk 1 day to results. Working w/o a boss is fun!

Huala! My hair is now brownish! I used up another bottle of dye this time. This time i used the whole bottle instead of half. If still no colour im gona sue the hoyu liaoz. Sian but the colour not my dream one lar. Wait wats my dream colour? Argh forgt it anyway my hair is definitely NOT black now. No sarcasm meant there. Somehow i dun relly feel very excited leh, hmm... Today morning went to changi airport to get more documents. Had breakfast at starbucks. Wa sick, super ex lar, 2 pple bill is 18.20. Crazy one. Then after that went to load documents. Sian never c the person-in-charge this time. Onli my boss did i think while passing her the invoice. Haiz wasted haha. This time we tried out new strategy. Instead of binding the documents wif rafia string, we put them into black garbage bags again. Ok lar not v successful but after some huffing n puffing, we blew the documents back to our office. Then we had lunch at suntec. The restaurant name is Rennthai i think. Hmm...not bad at least now i noe not all thai food is spicy. Green curry is sweet and not spicy, cool! After that we went back to office while one of my colleagues went off early to prepare fer valentines day nite. Wa suan mi man zzz. Then later at 4 my other colleague had to go off cause her kid had some complications and had to b sent to kk hospital. Hopefully he's alrite now. Then finally 6 o'clock came. I wished my boss happy new yr and zao liaoz. Whoa he's goin off to hk fer a wk frm tml onwards. Freedom! Partially that is since we still hav a supervisor. Ltr went to cousin's hse again. Bought shirts fer my aunt too after lunch. Hmm, my uncle gettin v frustrated to c mi kip playing com wif my cousins w/o eating my dinner first. Haha, he say he tml gona kip the modem n stuff le. N he's nt my cousins' dad, he's my other uncle. After that i rushed home at 845 to eat bathe and of course die, i mean dye. Then i borrowed some money to my friend juz n m blogging now. Wa juz nw s i waked my mum up frm slp she super sia dao. Scared even mi lar zzz. Anyway she say my dye very smelly tats y she slp in my bed. Sry lor last time im gona dye le lar i hope. Hmm...the instruction booklet cautioned not to dye fer a second time within a wk or so or u may experience hair or scalp problems. Oo, hopefully its juz a caution. Nothing more. Hair n scalp pls stay strong n do not dislocate. 3 more days to CNY and a wk n 2 days to results. I'm afraid.

Yesterday was the worst wrking day i had. Today was the longest. If this continues, who noes wat new records or milestones im gona encounter tml. Firstly i free labour half an hr. Boss came late by 10 mins or so. Ok nothing to complain abt since i was late a few times too. Then later rushed to changi airport, again. This time we were early fer once. But the person-in-charge sadly was not. In the end we had a light breakfast at polar cakes or smthing, and we chatted over my boss's life partially. Wow he had 1 gf in jc, and 2 in uni. Haha, n he was dam into sports last time. So much so that he nearly flunked his As and uni grades. Ok anyway the bottomline is that he said watever u studied in uni and stuff doesnt relly matter. What relly matters is the "zao luo" in future. True i guess. Ok after that we delivered our stuff. Then suddenly he call mi to consider the person-in-charge to b my gf. Actually she not bad looking actually. That's my ONLI motivation to come changi airport. On the other hand i was forced to so no choice anyway. Then he says she's onli 18. I was like huh. Ok nvm ltr continue abt this. Then we binded documents then shifted them to car. Tml another journey haiz. N i think person-in-charge change le haha. Ok then in the car he tell mi again. Then he joke that if i succeed also can help his business more shun li. Lol. N she's 18, 3 yrs ago if i nvr heard wrongly...Haiz speaking of which tml is valentines and friendship day. I'm goin out...to work!! Then in office one of my colleagues went off early. So the boss took over her seat. Then is like i and the other remaining colleague dun dare to talk or slack lar. 2 hrs seemed even worse than eternity. After that song liaoz. Oya i spent 10 bucks today on shirts again. Eh cause is sale then i buy de. After work went to cousin's hse. Then went home finally at 930. Whoa my mum go taiji haven come back yet...so late sia. One more sian thing. Today i ask everybody i met whether my hair gt colour or nt. Sian the best response i gt was: "A little bit lor". Suan le i nt gona try again. Not anytime soon anyway. Hmm...tml is the last day after which my boss will fly to hk to holiday fer a wk. Wow...freedom...haha. I hope i will nt get retrenched after this mth. My mum's back. I think i shall stop here. Nitey.

Song liao. Today i spent 25 bucks on sharing hamper fer boss. Not onli that i learnt that there could b a possibility that my services will b terminated come the end of this month. Cool double happiness i guess..zzz...Today was sure hectic. Plus the bad news, it was one of the worst working days i had so far. Dam it man i knew wrking life wasnt a paradise. It was juz more frustrating and complicated than the school life which i had juz emerged from. Sadly but surely, i missed the latter more. Fine, i may nt b very close to my jc class s i might hav been to my other friends, but lets juz say i hav been taking things fer granted. Perhaps, there was a little good frm the class i most least liked in my entire school life. As u grow older, expectations soar as well. More criteria comes into play when u decide to judge on something or someone. Before i forgt happy b'dae again, to my other friend yesterday. Belated lor zzz. N today also free labour 1 hour. Tml free labour half an hour onli i hope. That's wat u get frm slacking around n taking wrk fer granted, again. I went to cut my hair today. Sian, with CNY comin up prices of barbers, some that is are also on the rise. So r the queues starting to form to contribute to the hairy texture of the floor. I think my hair wasnt s bad s the previous time i went to cut. I think. But the fringe a bit off. Oh well, nothing's perfect s i shld hav known. Here's the fun part. I went to dye my hair fer a second time!! The first time there was no colour at all because i too humji alrdy. Put too little, way too little. Today i put a bit more. Half a bottle. Cool, no colour AGAIN. Forgt it i lazy to try le. Trying to stand up n protect ur hair frm objects fer an hr or so is tiring. My mum says my hair is ugly. Haiz, suan le, im nt any nicer anyway. Tml gt to report fer an earlier half hr. N think my dad's camping fer this com nw. Beta nt disappoint him since he gave mi 20 bucks today haha. Here u go dad!

Boooring Sunday. Woke up at 1030 today. Felt super dam refreshed. But then my body ached, as expected. Went to buy breakfast frm downstairs then ate n watched my bros play com. After that my bros go cut hair while i slept. Tired lar no choice. Oya i dun understand The Last Dance. Y muz they like speak in cantonese? Z.z.z. Omg, i juz enquired the price to hav my hair cut. Sian lar the lady ask mi still studying or wrking i said nt studying. Then she say 15 bucks. Song, shld hav heeded my mum's advice to go cut earlier. After tat i went to my cousins cum grandfather's place. Then i saw my aunt n uncle. My uncle is my mum's bro. He is considered to b the most successful among the 6 children of my grandparents of my mum's side, according to the combined salary tat is. Then my aunt asked mi hw i get straight 1s fer my o lvls. I sia dao, then told her no lar nt tat madness lol. Then she ask y i so clever...lame lar...her kids r like in RJC and RGS...haha ironic. Hmm...mayb a disguised insult? Cause her RJC gal nvr take o lvls. Forget it, i doubt she had the time anyway. Then installed warcraft fer my cousin n played a while there until 730 then went home fer dinner. Watched the last episode of PCK. Wow, wat a success story. How i wished i cld b the nxt gurmit. Ok time fer dreams look at the time now. Quite touched i wld b if i was part of the cast who had to split. Heartbroken even more. Then i came to play le. Found a hack fer maplestory juz. That like motivated mi to play again haha. Its fun hacking n trying to outplay the gamemaster. Haiz abt an hr or so ago received a call frm my colleague that tml muz reach office at 8 to rush out some stuff. Darn it think tml is gona b a rather hectic day fer mi especially. Gotta slp early nw. Till tml then.

Sian today spend money again. 8 fer a shirt and a few bucks on transport. This morning i made sure that i reached office before 9 so that the boss cannot say i slack le. But then he onli came to office in the afternoon...sian waste sia. And i wore bermudas n slippers to work. Dam song lar haha. After that i went wif my cousin, again, to army market. Wa overthere nt bad lar the bags, shirts and shoes quite nice and cheap too. I swore not to buy anything did I? Too bad, i bought another black shirt today. Think i hav a fetish fer dark coloured clothing. Almost half of my wardrobe is evil. Then my cousin bought his pencil box, shoes and 2 shirts. Wa gt one pair of sneakers dam nice sia! I like the blue one. Got like a signature at the side then gt 2 shades of blue in front and back. Another colour is the white and silver de. Wa dam tempting sia. Lucky i never buy cause never bring enuf money. Heng. After that my cousin went to his STJ outing. Dam song lar at fish n co. Anyway i went jogging after that. Havent exercised in a very very long time le. Today when reached the stadium feel super refreshed sia. I missed the track. And the people, ahem ok juz joking. Since CNY is juz round the corner, i ran 8 rounds in lane 8. Hmm...hope that would bring mi some gd luck fer the new yr. AFter that did pushups and situps. Wa my fitness now sucks a lot man. Gotta exercise more liaoz. Eh ya, then i realised something interesting. U noe when u sweat and when u do situps on the bench, u will leave ur back mark on the bench when u leave? I did n the shape was that of a heart shape. Hmm...then i thought it was quite cool. Not because of the shape but maybe because it resembled mi. In the front i may seem heartless, but deep behind, my heart burns bright. Wow cool huh. Hope my body wun ache tml, i mean today. Just played finish 2 games of dota tired liaoz. Ok then till tml. Signing off....Before that happy b'dae to one of my classmates. This time a guy. Happy b'dae!

I thought being turned down was bad. Now i noe turning down people is not any beta either. Anyway one of my weaknesses is that i usually do not turn down people if they ask mi fer a favour or simply to go out. That makes mi REAL busy. Left work early intending to go visit my cousins and grandfather. But who noes one of my cousin called mi to go far east. At first i didnt feel like goin de, but oh well felt bad to turn him down and since i was looking fer a nice belt i tagged along. As usual i felt the pinch from using an adult card to pay fer the adult transport fares. Ouch. When we reached far east, we toured the place fer an hour or so, then realised we went too late cause some shops were closed already. Then my cousin saw one relly nice sneakers, with a signature on it n a dragon symbol. Cool. The price was 55 bucks, around there. Felt like buying it but i suddenly realised i hav onli about 2 months to go before i enlist. So no point spending that money to wear fer less than 2 mths. N so i came to the conclusion that i hav to restrain frm buying anything new in the face that i hav to enlist. Good less money spent this way, i hope. Then we walked from far east to wisma to heerens then finally to somerset. Far yea. That aside today was a once-in-a-lifetime day fer many 17 yr olds. O level results time. My cousin collected it at around 230 today. 16 pts. 4 fer english, 3 fer both sciences n 2 n 1 fer both maths. It doesnt relly matter in the end. The bottomline: He gets to stay in HCI. Another of my friend gt 29 fer 6 subs. 23 fer 5. He got a 7 fer english. Ouch, that gotta hurt. He's leaving fer korea tml. Bon voyage dude! Then while i was waiting to call my cousin fer his results, i was rather nervous fer him too. Who noes wat will happen when i get mine soon, ltr this mth. The harsh reality starts to set in once again. Results do matter eventually. How's mine gonna b? I lucked out during the "O"s, hope i hav enuf left fer "A"s. Even my mum's calling mi to start saving up fer uni. Scholarship? Wat scholarship? A uni entry n u'll b lucky, boy. That's how i felt. Is a scholarship relly beyond mi? Am i relly nt tat competent? I hate to face the harsh truth, but that's the truth. The truth is the results. The results...is who I am, who I become. Come 2-th Feb, all the best one and all i know.

Chey...never go clubbing lar. Postponed to month end. Bleh spoilsport. Anyway today went wrk at 9 plus. Quite shuang, the boss usually doesnt come before 10 so s long s u dun late until so cham shld not b caught heh. Then i began my daily routine: removing staplers. Then we had to wait fer my colleague who was practicing fer her driving test until 130. Wa my stomach super hungry sia, had to feast on CNY snacks in the meantime. Phew finally she came. Before proceeding fer lunch, the boss opened our presents. Sian i think my present the most noob de. I dun care...its the thought that counts! Haha. Then we went lunch at MOF. Omg, it was dam qiao lar. As i stepped into the restaurant I immediately recognised one of the waiters s my friend. Then i wanted to go talk to him but he busy so suan le. In the end i onli said hi and bye to him. Haiz wat a waste. Wa i had the lunchbox thing fer main course. Then had rolls n sashimi fer side course. Wa super ex lar japanese food. Shld hav gone to eat buffet if wanted jap food. Is like 8 slices of raw salmon fer 6 bucks. Cool huh. Then i had choco sundae fer dessert. Dam super duper sweet the residue. Btw, third time went to marine square liaoz. Twice in two days. Then after that we went to shop fer com. 1299 fer an acer com plus speakers n a free wireless mouse. After that brought that back to office then rushed to changi airport. It's always bad news when we have to make a trip there..zzz.. This time my boss handed in an invoice n took back 4 boxes of documents. Wa quite heavy lar. I think i used 90% of my strength plus my legs then can carry to the trolley lor. Somemore the person-in-charge also quite pretty de so i dun wan sia suay. Lucky i managed it sia. After that went back to office again. Btw i accidentally slept in the car. Phew lucky my boss didnt mind it haha. Back in office we sung b'dae song fer boss. Wow durian cake sia. Super nice. N by the time we sung finish around 6 le. Then i wrked fer another 2 hrs before goin home. Sian no after dark activities. Wait then the office affair thing rite, I think confirmed liaoz lar. Lol, both my colleagues went to check out after they left within 5 minutes of each other. Then ltr when they came back they told mi the gal no more there le. She couldnt hav walked so fast cld she...unless a car fetched her off...heh...Then i n my colleague went off first at 8. Walau she say the things to her boyfriend relly super romantic sia...make mi nearly hav goosebumps lol. Sian hav to walk all the way to potong pasir mrt to top up my card. 20 bucks. Ouch. Wa sick lar, 1 stop along the NEL line costs mi 87 cents. Now i noe y mrt earns so much. Hmm...now i nid to find a nice belt and a rather tight fitting shirt to go along wif a long sleeved one...Wish mi luck.

Losing the grasp of adversities,
Over the hill unfeeling of necessities.
Vouch of faith holds true to two,
Everlasting, enchanting and never blue.

Another day of de-stapling. Another overpaid day. Wa confirm gt something suspicious abt my boss n the lady who's working in the company beside us. Tsktsk. Office affair. Cool. My boss has decided to help to set up a lan shop n asked mi quite a few questions. Wa i feel that i quite pro to some extent that i can answer most questions. The prob is most r not relevant to wat he was looking fer. He somemore that time ask mi if can manage lan shop i wan ma. Siao of course lar. Dream job sia, lol. After work at 6 rushed to potong pasir mrt to meet friend. Then at first went to chinatown. Wa nice one man, my transport expenses today more than 5 bucks. U wil noe y further on. Then we walked until we dun noe where exactly to walk liaoz. Then when we decided to go town i saw this billabong pants. Then i bought it cause it was quite cheap then went city hall. Went marina to eat. Place: The Asian Kitchen. Wa sian ex sia. N the food also so little de. Shld hav went Carls Jr instead zzz. No wonder my mum called mi money waster. Then ltr we made our way to esplanade. We bought 2 haagen dazs cones, 1 fer each. Wa 4 plus fer one. Nice one man. Then i found out frm my friend that luo zi xiang is goin to perform at DXO at that place. Cool...Then we went basement of esplanade to c pple breakdancing fer a while before heading home. Breakdancing cool sia...too bad i noob at it. When i reached my stop the amount of money left in my card: 0.17 cents. Lucky mi can take another trip to work tml, onli. Today the places i went were the second time i went there. The first time...haiz... Anyway tml i goin clubbing liaoz. My friend say its gona b fun. I think so too haha. Mayb tml i will not blog. Depends on the time i arrive back home, n whether i actually do. *wink* Oya, tml my friend b'dae i think. Or the day after? Anyhow happy b'dae gal.

Another day of removing staplers from documents. Cool. Celebrated the security guard's b'dae today. Had a piece of chocolate cum coffee cake. Wa this thursday boss b'dae gona b durian cake...NICE! But spent 10 plus on it including presents haha. In return we get free lunch at some japanese restaurant. Cool! Then think after work we shall go clubbing liaoz. Wa first experience sia...dam excited...n i aint gona tell my parents abt it...yet. Dam it lar, my mum go add water to the chocolate milk cause she thinks tat its too sweet. That totally pissed mi off. N i plan to use the dye i got frm the indoor stadium soon, secretly that is. By the time the colour of my hair changes...i guess it will b too late XD. Haiz, results comin out on the 23rd after CNY. Die liaoz. Anything less than 4 As n i will b sad le. Then till then it will b byebye scholarship... Tml goin out wif ex-colleague. Gona wear slippers n bermudas to wrk. Hope i dun get sacked sia haha. Anyway my friend dun hav anymore jolin tix liaoz. Too bad my other friend. N lucky mi. He might pull mi along if there were any left. N a tic costs 100 plus. Cool. Sian still hav to help mi friend train maple 5%. Alrite here i go now....

Ooo...sad yesterday was the first day i nvr blogged since i blogged daily a wk or so ago? Ok nvm it doesnt relly matter anyway. Let's catch up on yesterday's events first. Went to town in the afternoon to get a pair of jeans. Got it in half an hour and rushed home after that. Then went to bathe and get changed before getting to toa payoh to meet my friend. There we had our dinner before proceeding to kallang then walking fer 20 mins to indoor stadium. Super far sia. Sian. Wa sei live performance not bad lar. But the onli prob is we too far away liaoz sian. The pple all cannot even c their face expressions. Stupid lar. The top 11 finalists both male n female performances were pre-recorded de lar. As far s their voices were concerned. Stupid. Wa then actually the tv dam jian. They onli pai all the daren n diya supporters. Cause the rest of the stadium was like onli half filled or a little more and the audience was not enthu at all, like mi haha. Anyway wat made it most worthwhile to go there was...I saw "ying huo cong de meng" de actress!!!! Omg she was wearing quite heavy makeup n hidding in one corner wif someone. Sian i didnt notice her until my friend pointed out to mi. By the time too late le i cld onli catch a glimpse of her back. Haiz. Anyway she's the one who went to the drug rehab centre. Reached home at abt 12. Just nice slp liaoz haha. Wa they gt give dye over there. Hmm...feel tempted to try leh...heh...
Ok today. I woke up n went to work lor. Then the boss came into the office finally at ard 3pm. Cool. Haha, then this thursday is his b'dae. Yay, free meal again haha. But dun worry lar at least i chipped in fer his cake. So fair. Then the whole day i like keep removing staplers and binders nia. Overpaid? True. Whoa this thursday the office say goin clubbing at dragonfly after work. Sui lar. Hmm...dam interested to go find out fer myself how is clubbing lor...shallnt tell my parents abt it, if nt cnfirm cant go de. Anyway we also goin hm early so quite alrite i guess. Wa feeling quite excited now. Wtf, i tot my com hanged fer a moment. Anyway last episode of the peak. Sian i wan the song "xiang ting de hua" by jeff wang and shi xin huey. Lastly, i received news yesterday tat there cld b a surprise b'dae pty fer my friend on the 8th...which is thursday haha. N a reunion dinner at 2-th. cant remember the date liaoz haha. All i hope is that the reunion dinner will b wat it is, a reunion.

Stopped work at 4 today. Gd i think i'm gettin on the nerves of my boss. He said, "wa so on time ar" in chinese when i was carrying my bag waiting fer my colleague to pack hers. Its like so dam suay lar. He come into office juz s we were abt to go off. Sian. Anyway went home n saw that my phone lines were being serviced. One lesson learnt: Singtel is a super earner when it comes to servicing. Any items which are required to b replaced usually costs more than when u buy it on the shelves anywhere else. N its nt onli a few dollars more expensive. Its abt 10 times. No kidding. After that was supposed to go out wif cousin to buy jeans de. But sian my friend who booked out called then i went to catch up wif two of them. Whoa army life frm wat i heard is...fun man. Then suddenly my mum said nt goin le. Bleh. Anyway i shld b goin tml, or rather today to buy. Hope there aint a long queue fer the dressing room like the last time i went. Bought a pair of slippers today. OP de. Sian think i kana scammed. The size is a little too big n the thing quite uncomfy. Haiz hope its juz because its unseasoned. Oya forgt to update what i did today at wrk. First few hrs did sm data entry then ltr, i realised the other 50% y my ex-colleague quitted. I had to now remove staplers ranging in all sizes and styles of stapling frm tons and tons and tons of documents. Yes. If u set a fire to all the documents it cld prolly burn fer 3 days straight no sweat. Yea i hope i dun acquire any addition tatoos on my body without my consent. Then borrowed black leather shoes to my friend fer wrk tml. Tml i'm taking a break liaoz. If wrk 7 days straight i can go die le. Dam it lar my agent still owe mi 60 bucks. Dam him. One more thing, tml i'm gona to watch superstar finals life at the indoor stadium! Hope i can get my jeans rdy then tml i'm gona try it out immed. Omg hope it will b cool lar. And i hope i no nid to spend money to take taxi back...zzz... Alrite i think that's abt it. Cya on tv tml, i mean c MI!

Playful dust sinks to the solemn flooring,
Enchanting past compared to now that is boring.
Embedded history can never be awakened,
Platinum memories surely not forsaken.

WTF. Today sure was hectic. Now i noe 50% of the reason y my ex-colleague quitted. Nxt monday i shall noe the rest. Today dam siao. Shifted loads n loads n loads n loads of documents frm office to van to changi airport trolley to changi airport office. Then 4x the amount of documents back. Cool huh. My hands r having blisters now. I worked till 8 plus n i dun even noe if i hav OT pay. Onli a treat frm my boss sm other time. Ouch ouch n ouch. N ya btw its gona b a weekly affair. Cool again. Yay gt gym membership card just. Can go gym n swim fer free at 10.50 per mth haha. But cannot bring friends to gym...T.T My dad say can sign one locker then share n swim then can. But cannot go gym haiz... Too bad lor but swim also nt bad le lar. I hope i go there often enuf if nt super waste money sia. Oya tml my ex-colleague say wana meet mi go out buy clothes or smthing. But till nw no signs haha. Ya n tml muz remember to watch "The Last Dance". o.0 hmm...mayb tml i go try out the swimming pool le. Wa super dam long nvr go there le since we sold the family car. Hopefully the arcade gt upgrade n gt time crisis cause i wana play man. Alrite abt midnite le i guess i beta go n slp then. Gd nite!

Mentally exhausted. Bleh, just came back frm wrk after doin overtime. Tml i'm gona start to understand 50% of the reason y my friend quitted this job. Cool. N i think it has to do wif shifting documents along. Thousands of pages of documents. I think even tens of thousands... Anyway 3rd day of wrk was ok. Just that i get a hint frm the boss that I nid to wrk harder..zzz. "ni men de output duo yi dian jiu ke yi le". As if i dunnoe like tat... But the pay is nt bad seriously so i shall take his words into consideration and mayb action. Juz mayb. I hope i m able to last till my enlistment starts. No wait, im sure i can last. The problem is i hope i dun get sacked and i ENJOY my wrk. Keyword here is enjoy. Ok lar, im fussy i noe. People tend to get greedy at times. Anyway i think my friend's b'dae is comin soon. I beta nt forgt sia if nt a bit bad haha. Hmm...nothing more to write abt i guess. Juz that...oh well...nth.