Tml wld b my enlistment day. The start of a 2yr journey of no-return...ok lar not-so-many-returns. I'm smiling as im typing this. Gleefully and sarcastically. Now fer the serious and emo part. Let me now return to the realm of destiny where i belong. To all out there i will b there if u nid mi, and shall return upon serving my roles. Of which i shall nw declare, this diary of mine shall remain in the depths of heart, nvr opened till...the time is right. Z.z.z.

Today was the second rd of interview. Today i felt like a complete loser. Correction i WAS a complete loser. That explains y so many pple call mi noob or loser zzz. Raffles rocks seriously. If i were to rethink my choice fer junior college i wld probably consider raffles seriously. If it was 2 yrs back raffles wld b a big no-no. Nw i think its a big wrong-wrong to leave it out of the picture altogether. Anyway if i make it to the nxt rd of the interview, any readers of blog can feel free to rob mi of a meal ANYWHERE. That's hw confident i m of nt making it cool huh. Oh well, comforted mi my parents did but ultimately i feel as though im still in a different league from the elite out there, one that is lower obviously. Anyway that aside, tml is my last supposed day as a civilian for the nxt 2 yrs or so to come. I think im physically prepared bt nt mentally. Nw i understand y my fren said that to mi nt too long ago. Goin to the army fer 2 wks w/o any contact with the outside world. Hmm...i think im definitely gona miss my home n pple, a lot. Oh well, i guess that's life s an nsman. I guess im probably not gona post any entry tml or fer the nxt 2 wks or so. Thus i guess this is wat i hav to say to u, my fren.

F inding exactly the right words to say,
A lthough it will probably end up to nay.
R endering my service to the nation,
E nduring the sometimes inedible ration.
W elling up i think r tears in my eyes,
E xuding they flow as i will miss your cries.
L ooking out for you i can no longer do,
L ove yourself more please that wld b juz cool.

Whoo...the water is becoming more and more like home to mi! Mayb being a merman wld b cool, being surrounded by mermaids wld b even cooler heh... Its 1.28am nw. Pardon mi if i use nonsensical language. Today went swimming again. Now i think everytime i go swimming i dun swim breaststroke le, swimming freestyle seems more pro and looks more pro. Btw, i think breaststroke relly helps u develop breasts lar, ok i mean improve ur chest muscles. Ok then went mac wif fren to drink drink rest rest. Cause i nvr bring my hp and wallet everytime i go swimming de so i onli brought a few coins. Then i wanted to order the 1 dollar coke under everyday savers. Zzz in the end the coke costs 1.5o or smth. So no more bubble tea fer mi le. Actually rather have bubble tea but my fren wanted to eat dinner. Zzz. Waste my money. Then went home lo. The end. Tml goin to play soccer in WOODLANDS in the morn then goin gym in the afternoon. Walau dam packed sia. I think this is the most i've ever exercised in a very very long time liaoz. I feel fit haha. But feeling n being fit r 2 different things...zzz. Sian i hav to find out a time to slot in my lunch before goin gym. Then after tat hav to rush to orchard mrt at 130. Walau the gym my fren say dam high clz lar still gt sauna also. Juz like my father's club de lol. I tat club at all although i hav the membership. Cause in raffles n i dun like there lar. Onli all the rich pple go nia. But over there dam gd the bathing facilities. Wa tired liaoz beta slp le. If nt tml cnfm cannot reach woodlands in time. Dam long journey. 1 hr like tat. zzz. Feeling bad is one thing, being bad is another. Heh, juz jk nia lar. Dun think so much lar. After all, this is wat My Fate spells...

Let's start wif ytd. Whoa ytd earlier in the morn hav to crawl up frm bed to go chinese gardens mrt. Then while waiting fer one more fren we went to chi gardens to walk walk. But reach the entrance liaoz then tired so we juz rest there. Wa the pond dam lots of fishes lar and also gt tortoise, or turtles, aiya dunnoe lar. After that we walked to jurong east swimming complex there. Then realised the baby playgrd under renovation. Then we go lazy river first, then sit slide, then go swim then go wave pool then the sequence dunnoe liaoz. Then i tot my fren to swim but still quite unsuccessful. Aiya i suck at being a coach lar. Anyway tio sunburnt think because of tat. Then my goggles went loose. Then realised one component dropped smwhere. Siao liaoz. Then i fixed back le quite tight. When i was forcing it over my eyes the bridge snapped. ZZZ. The third pair of goggles i destroyed...cool. Beta nt tell my mum or she will kill mi. After tat swam 200 metres w/o goggles. Wa i think nxt time i swim w/o goggles le lar. Although cannot c v clearly and will make my eyes swollen but beta than destroying another goggles. Ex leh zzz.. Then when in the wave pool i touch the ball-ball thing haha which is the barrier u cannot cross lar. Then my fren say if i can touch the rock which is beyond the barrier treat mi rice. Zzz...fifty cents nia wan mi to risk my life. Then felt quite sian so i decided to do smth diff. XD I went underwater and lifted both my fren's legs n slammed him into dunnoe which pt of the pool. COOL! Then he was dam surprised n immed came to get his revenge...Of course i gt away. Dam it lar then ltr they come gang mi. zzz. In the end dunnoe somersaulted hw many times and hw much water my mouth, nose and ears drank. Think they dam full liaoz. Then hav a bit of headache. In the end hav to act like i drowning then they stop. Zzz then tried to backstab someone but failed cause he struggled like siao n anyhow punch n kik. So muz protect ourselves n our body organs...the important ones...zzz. Oya then they also tried to rape mi lar. Shout qiang jian so loud still no strangers come help mi... Luckily i use one hand hold my trunks man, if nt...i hav to stay in wave pool ferever liaoz. Wa then tio sunburnt, sian diao, put sunblock still tio, dunnoe wat lousy sunblock my mum gimme. Then here comes the fun pt. Juz s we were goin to take our things to bathe then my fren realised he lost his locker key. LOL! C lar kip slamming and raping mi until liddat. Haha in the end helped to find le but still cannot. Then hav to pay 8 bucks to open zzz. Ltr go kfc eat. Then go wif fren back to my hse downstairs make specs fer army. SUPER nice sia the specs...aiya heck lar...no choice also zzz. Today hav been in front of the com since morn. Die liaoz lar my presentation fer second interview haven even prepare yet. Zzz...smtimes i take things fer granted man... Think mayb i go fer a swim, again, since im feeling so bored. Yalor becomin fish liaoz...i think i can c scales on my body and a tiny tail growing. Walau my skin dam red lar. Zzz... a poem then i go eat lunch...abt wat? U'll c.

Friend or foe I know not who,
As u approach I move back too.
Time a game u play the best,
Even bad ones u find it a fest.
,

Finding me to play with you,
Albeit a mismatch which was long due.
Trying again as you forced me,
Excellence only belonged to thee.
,

Wincing in pain as i left your game,
Hounding me it did like it was my name.
Y do you twist me now all the same.
?

Today was the first day i felt bored nt wrking in a very long time. Then i decided to go swimming at 4 plus. Think i swam onli half an hr zzz. Then quite tired le haha. Tml goin to jurong east to swim, again. Ok lar nt swim is to play more. A fair face hides a foul heart. Vice-versa too. I for one prefer to read into one's behaviour to gauge the person's character. More often than not, I get it rite on the first try. Wait mayb i didn't really noe the truth so i THOUGHT i gt it rite. Anyway, i find tat i n my sec sch frens r drifting apart during each of the times we hang out. Perhaps we r relly so gd frens until there isnt relly any new stuff to talk abt. Or mayb we ARE drifting, apart. Reality sucks huh. I guess mayb its because of army. Oh well, enuf of tat i guess. Now's its time fer my date wif a vampire. Wait nt MY date. Its the show name. Cya then.

Woke at 945 today. Dam shuang. One of a rare wkday that i am able to wake up w/o an alarm by my side. Went to play game after breakfast then went to help my boss out. Wa then i realised my colleague brought her bro to wrk too. Then the new guy today last day. Her bro is 20 lar one yr older and hav biker's license liaoz haha. I think i today helped out abt 3 hrs or so then after i left the office at ard 5 plus my boss wanted to pay mi. But being the kind soul i was i rejected his offer and said my last gdbyes. Shit sia, my ex-colleague still owe mi 60 bucks..zzz. I swear im nvr gona lend money to anyone ever so freely again. I today then realised tat clz outing is this sat. Think i was one of the last to noe. Shuang. Now i noe where i stand in the clz. Zzz...this saturday...haiz...hopefully nth clashes. Had my dinner at ard 1145. N i realised tat the show "My date wif a vampire 3" is quite nt bad lar, even thou i juz started watching juz nw onli. Dunnoe y i dun feel tired today. The end.

Ytd went to eat dinner wif frens at fish n co. at amk hub. Think it was juz a few days old or the very most a wk plus. Anyway due to the fact that it was a wkend nite, a queue was expected and it was rather long, a 20 mins wait approx. We had bubble tea before we went in so we were alrdy quite filled. Anyway i dun like one of the waitress there lar. Ok first a little intro. Fish n co. has food coasters if it is indeed called like tat fer u to put watever u ordered and it is shaped like a fish. Ok, like duh. I removed it frm its original position in front of mi and placed it on my lap fer a little entertainment. Then came our glasses of cold water n my fren's passion fruit drink. When the waitress placed the first cup in front of mi i said thx. Then she continued to place ALL 5 of the cups in front of mi juz because there was some place in front of mi due to the remover of the big coaster. Dam lazy lar shld hav at least placed the cups in front of each of us. Then ltr sm water splashed juz behind it n gave my legs a slight bath. Dunnoe whether on purpose or nt. Ok tat one nvr mind. Budden one more waitress v helpful. When i accidentally dropped my fork after my meal, she immed bent down to help mi pick up even thou she alrdy had her bag wif her and was preparing to leave. Of course i was faster n picked up the fork lar. Then she ask mi if i wanted to change. Luckily fish n co hired her. After tat actually wanted to have andersons ice cream fer dessert but too full liaoz. Then i made fun of my fren can go anderson jc eat. Zzz, they gave mi the usual look they hav been giving mi fer the past 7 yrs. Anyway, after tat we wanted to stay over smone's hse but i hav chalet. In the end it was home fer everyone cept mi. Off to chalet i went then. Walau sucks lar. I took all the way to changi village interchange...zzz. And i had to take cab back to costa sands. And it was 1140 at nite. Dam ex. 15% surcharge i think. Then go chalet hav to pay 12 bucks, to slp on the floor fer the nite fer a few hrs. N i felt dam extra there lar zzz. I swear tat im nvr ever gona go another chalet unless i noe more than half of the pple there, guys and gals included. And noe s in quite ok de. Nt those hi-bye frens...zzz. Then dam funny lar. After breakfast today, i n 2 frens went to the arcade cause i wanted to. Then i played time crisis 4. First time reach past stage 1. I pro liaoz. Ok semi-pro. Ok nt bad lar. Then ltr we all went to play the basketball. Then is like i solo-ed one machine. Then after the first rd i think my score was quite commendable or smth. A guy i think ard sec 1 or 2 then looked at mi and gestured his hands clapping. Dunnoe whether sarcastic or nt but of course i act humble lar. Wait nt i act i mean i was humble. Then rd 2 lose liaoz. Owned. My frens also cldnt gt past rd 2. Haha tat guy dam funny lar i think i become his idol liaoz. Then came back home and played games until 6 then dinner then watch league of extradinary gentlemen again. Nice storyline. Tml and the day after im planning to help out my boss a bit. Haiz...oh well i guess it wldnt make much of a difference wld it, a few hrs a day... N the new guy is fired. Dam suay lar haha. I have made my decision. Everything is back to normal and we resume our lives juz s we wld in the past. Juz like the above movie, the heroes gt on wif their lives after the villain was killed. I guess my role is done. I juz realised that after every 24 hrs the earth wld return to the same original position it was 24 hrs back. Watever we do in our lives will in the end end like it started, swift yet unknowing. My fren's company event gave mi a few motivation stories to think abt. Nice. Perhaps it is time to return. Perhaps my part is fulfilled. Perhaps there is no such thing s 3t3rnal. Whoa cool stuff...haha.