The first wk of training at khatib camp. Oh well wasnt much of training rather more of lessons instead and some practical stuff. Feels like sch haha. Bt nxt wk hav to stand in the hot sun learning the various mechanisms of the gun etc. Oh well. Shit, tat feeling. I hope its false. I relly hope so...

Wow. I dunnoe if im dreaming or wat. It feels to mi like one. If it is i hope i dun wake up forever haha. Today went out wif frens fer lunch at fish n co. then ltr go home le. Bought a white t shirt fer mi to bk in n out of camp at giordano. Costs 15 bucks lor zzz waste money. Sian tml bk in le. Haiz then my parents reminded mi to apply fer scholarships agn this yr. Hw to? Results so sucky zzz. Forgt it dad n mum, i guess im juz a born loser unlike my elder bro. haiz. Dun noe when my dream will end if it will ever. Hopefully it doesnt. Pls dun let it end...


The Answer

13 October 2007
That morn to me was seventh heaven.
The exact words so crystal clear,
The sweetest one no doubt was dear.

My heart thumped wildly,
My mind deflated mildly.
My eyes hastily scanning,
My hands quickly typing.

Soon just like any other quicksand,
Sinking in I was to yy-land.
Silently I hoped for a fest,
Surely in my life this will be the best.

Now all I hope is forever,
New n newer but never never.
Nice it will always be to pass,
Nil unhappiness surrounding us.

A memorable nite. A memorable nite indeed. 13th oct 2007. Time: 0130.

Back from brunei, at last. I dun noe wat it wld hav been like fer my infantry mates when they take their jcc come end of november when they touch down singapore bt i can assure its gona b a relieved and estactic one. Phew...brunei cannot b described in juz a post or even posts. It truly plays a defining role in ur life no matter who u r and relly reflects the character u possess. Ah well, the toughest pt of my training is over and at least i can tell myself i did my best and completed the course in one piece. Dam it lar, i sustained onli sm scratches frm the ferocious plants in the brunei forest bt when i gt back to camp i suffered more patches of blood on my body cause i was running my way to the toilet n fell. How ironic to injure myself in the least likely location possible. Oh well clz gathering's been postponed, today i gotta bk in n i still dun feel well. Hopefully i cant make it home n hope the uniform doesnt aggravate my ugly wounds. Zzz.

Argh...today goin brunei liaoz n im nt feeling well at all...im feeling rather sick dam it. Cold plus sore throat plus threatening pulses of heat waves in my body threaten to tear mi apart. Died. I hope an afternoon nap can do the trick. The harsh weather of brunei aint gona help in my recovery if tat doesnt help. Nvm onli 10 days. I shall perservere...i muz finish it...allow my body to pls...those tat overlook mi...

No wkend posts cause i was too sianz thinking abt the trip to brunei, which is tml nite. I'm gona take it in T3 n prolly reach the campsite ard afternoon since the boat trip is gona b 3 hrs long. zzz. Argh man, brunei...cant relly imagine wats worse than platoon field camp. A river crossing, navigation exercise fer ard 4 days, and finally a climb up a steep knoll. Cool...heard tat e river is infested wif leeches. Great, and almost everyone who swims across it will hav it stuck to sm pt of ur body...eeeww...12th oct wld b the date i'll b back. So no dumb entries this wkend. Wa, cant imagine hws it like on 12th oct morning haha. I wld feel dam song lar. That is if i complete all that is required of us and nt fall out due to injuries or my weak constitution. Hope i brought all that is required at brunei. Oh well, i guess i juz gota do wat i gota do. Hopefully i survive the jungles n climate of brunei and make it to the clz gathering on 13th. Wa...nice food...hahaha....

Heart you have stolen from me,
Eyes you took away from thee.
Now even soul you attempt to,
Nothing left cept a silly fool.