First, lets talk about bad stuff first. My stupid shoe which i bought was too small fer mi -.- ARGH!!! Ok rewind. Sunday morn i happily embarked on once-per-mth soccer trip wif my frens at woodlands. When i first wore my shoes i was like "wa a bit tight sia", bt tot nth of it n started playin. After mayb 15 mins i felt blisters forming at the back of my feet. "Ok mayb juz my socks which were too low" i tot n continued. Another 15 mins n i cldnt take it alrdy. Even the outside of my last toe of my left foot was receiving the wrath of the new shoe. Fast forward. >>>>>Eh wait <<<<<>>>> Changed shoe then today tried to wear to camp. Wa cannot. Super tight still. Zzz. Nice shoes bt i cant wear T.T

Today at wrk the same crap u hear s usual. Blah blah blah. Pple nt doin wrk, i clearing up. Gettin more wrk. Did duty today. Tried to scram via the back gate aft duty bt was 5 mins late so had to go by the front gate which means no direct bus n more time wasted. Then the stupid bus almost missed my hand when i flagged fer it. Prolly cause the bus driver pitied mi fer wat i've been thru in the day then he stopped 10m after the busstop. Ok no interest to blog abt stupid stuff like wrk so lets go on the nice stuff!!!

Yesterday i realised i spent less than 2hrs at home frm the time i wake up...till i close my eyes....she's everywhr i go....psps become lyrics liaoz hahahahaha. Ok ya so onli 2 hrs at home fer sunday cool huh. After soccer n trip to queensway n toa payoh to buy book fer tutee (im a nice n caring tutor huh), i ploughed home at ard 430 in the afternoon. Asked my mum to prepare my dinner, ate at 5, finished up and packed my stuff n i went to play volleyball!!!! According to latest news there were onli 5 pple goin so if i went i cld make up the 6th so i went. Went city hall then made our way to smu by foot. Then i reached at 705 whn i n two frens arranged to meet at 7. Then my senior who is goin to smu exclaimed y i come so late. Then i asked y then he said cause gals training until 7 onli. Lol. Then on our way there by foot he said mayb they still bathing hhahahaha. We reached ard 710-715. Saw my seniors there 4 of them. Then i was wearing a jacket cause i was afraid of the cold in the train. Then one of them said wa play vball muz wear jacket ah. Then i say cause liddat then like those in the beach.ball.babes show ma lol. Walked past gymnasts practising into the hall. Wa...it was v long since i saw gals, i mean vball court indoors all set up. Well, there were gals bt they were packing up n leaving. Apparently one of them knew my senior so she pestered him to organise sm bbq thing lol. I was afraid tat my court shoe wld become pieces at first bt further trial n test made mi found out tat my court shoes prolly cld withstand one more session haha. Wa dam long nvr play. The first few i hit wif my hands made my hands looked like iodine cum starch mixture zzz. N it was super pain seriously. After tat it was alrite liaoz. Then spiking practise. Wa i din noe i gt improve frm last time lor. I onli knew i last time dam lousy considering my height. Now...its different heh. Anyway we played frenly match wif the smu team. The smu team was....at best mediocre. Our modified-cum-on-the-spot-formed team cld win the first set against them easily. I was the lousiest of them all lar -.- but it was fun. Then we were tied at 2 sets all. Then v late le so we played one last set. Fer the last set our senior who joined the smu team earlier came to join us n we played a 15-point set. Wa thruout the entire match i cld feel our sch spirit still burning inside us. The feeling tat there will always b smone to protect u, to help u in times whn u cnt cope wif the pressure etc. Tat was the team spirit i always liked since young. Ok nw i tell u MY highlights. haha. I rmbr one ball i dived to save wif one hand, then i rolled over n came back up on my feet. Wa i tink tat move dam cool. Shld hav recorded wif cam sia dam! Ok then 2 balls i spiked dam hard n nice. Siam the blockers hands n won the points. Even my seniors were a bit shocked lar lol. Now fer my bloopers. Walau whn my fren say i officer then my seniors were a bit disbelieving lor zzz. K lar hard to believe bt gimme a bit of credit can zzz. Fine nvm. Then i made a few blummers like nt saving the ball whn it landed ard my territory etc. Eh i in the team longest nvr play can. Cant help lor. Then one i cnfm rmbr. My fren helped mi set-up the ball fer a spike. But it was too far to my left n i was alrdy to the rite of the ball. Then i tried my best to reach fer the ball while saying "W....a....l....a....o..." thruout the entire projectile of the ball, n failed. Then my teammates were all rolling n laughing at mi lor. Zzz. Luckily smu nvr reacted haha. Ok lar actually a bit retarded lar. Tats y funny hahahaha. Wa then in the end hav to go liaoz cause 10 plus le. Today hav to wake up early. Haiz it was dam fun. I missed my teammates. I tink it was also fun cause of one of the senior who is super joker. Relly. He was making dam funny comments everytime. I still rmbr gt one point we rallied rather long. Then whn we lost we were quite sian diao. Then he panted, "wa im so glad the point is over". hahahah k lar it was dam funny at the point of time. The nite at smu was dam fun. Now its time to play beach vball hahahaha.

Its nice to be appreciated fer good deeds u hav done. It makes one more encouraged to do the same in the future. Unfortunately in reality its seldom the case. After last nite i realised it was relly nice to hav someone backing u all the way in watever u do. Although it was onli in the volleyball court tat i felt tat way ytd nite, i felt much more protected than whn i stepped out even thou i was playing wif pple whom i speak to less than the number of candles on my bdae cake. Its nice to hav someone supporting u, consoling u, lifting u up in times of need. N fer other occasions bask in happy times. Evidently its tough to find tat someone huh.

Honesty is the best policy no doubt. But unfortunately tat best is pretty much subjective. I guess its juz best to be who u r. Wearing a mask fer too long can actually spoil ur pretty face. You wldnt wan tat wld u?