WaAaAaAa...... my com exploded!!! ZZZ. Now using my bro's com. Lousier but oh well still functional at least. My com.... T.T die le lar nid to buy another one liaoz. Who will pay? I duno dun ask.

Juz came back from SAFTI after having supper at a nearby place wif colleagues. Wa...super long day. A day whr my boss was screwed terribly by his boss. oh well. I guess tats when rank n appointment talks. I was also quite lucky. Now im no longer the cuemaster but my head's runner. So tat means i muz do his cues all by heart w onli him gesturing or signalling to mi. So tat means i will always b ard 10metres of his radius tog wif mr. president. o.0 Ok tats gonna b boring n tat means i will hav more chances to screw up the entire post parade reception portion. Cool. Caught up wif 2 of my course mates during the day. haha quite interesting to find out wat they've been up to in their love lives. I onli noe tat pple's characters cannot b matched by their looks haha. It seems tat i n one of them face the same problems but its definitely more obvious who is the more successful one so far in terms of relationship. N its nt mi btw. Mine? A thing of the past and quite definitely not a thing of the near future unless lady luck shines mr.cupid shoots, accurately.

Whoa, im tired. Tml's the big day. Mind i said "the" instead of "my". Not tat i dun care abt my head's career bt dun worry boss, i'll do the job. Clean n sweet. Alrite fatigue's setting in. I've gotta finish up a soup n grapes bfore i knock out. Feed mi pls someone -.-

Argh. I type this post in the hope tat it will b published. And if worse comes to worst probably the last fer a long time to come. Actually i hav other coms haha so nvm. But hey its like the others r cmi ones. This com can play games but the internet explorer is screwed up. Everytime i click on ie then they will prompt mi to dl sm stupid antivirus cause there is trojan horse detected then i click no they will link mi to the stupid ie antivirus website. This happens everytime i try to go to some address. Argh all because my itchy fingers clicked on they "install" button whn one website prompted mi to install some stuff. Btw the website is nt unclean. -.-

Oh well this morn went swimming wif fren. Actually is i swam alone then he came like half an hour ltr zzz. Walau the pool so squeezy lor onli allowed 2 lanes fer public usage and the rest were allocated fer training purposes. Somemore the 2 lanes gt like a circle movement to adhere to so tat pple wun clog up the 2 lanes. ZZZ. Luckily i went early and there werent many pple. Swam quite a lot. Mayb 10 laps altogether? Of cos nt continuous. Onli mayb 6 laps continuous. Freestyle. Nice. Wa then saw a few prolly teens in their early stages having swimming lessons. They seemed to be able to swim so effortlessly it seemed s thou they were walking in water. Ok bad analogy but u get wat i mean. N i tink gals who swim will hav nice figures. 2 gals there swam quite stylishly. But i guess its cause they were swimming freestyle -.- After tat went to play basketball at nearby jc. Wa the sun was mercilessly burning i felt s thou i was the cheese in the pizza hut oven. Yes, melting too. My vision was terribly blurred after i swam prolly due mi nt using goggles to swim (cause i cant afford one) and no thanks to the glaring uv-coated sunrays. It was blurred like....i juz cldnt c properly n it was a terrible feeling. I tot i was goin to lose my vision. It continued fer a few hrs even s we went fer lunch aft tat. Came home also liddat. Wa sian diao. Now i tink beta. Tml hopefully perfectly normal. Die le lar hope my mum bought insurance fer partial blindness. Ok i m 99.9% sure my mum will slap mi if she reads the previous sentence. Oya no female hav ever slapped mi bfore cept my mum, s in my face, so tats a pretty gd record i wld like to keep. Tml back to wrk. Goin to SAFTI fer prep fer tue which is SAF day. Faster finish lar i very tired of it le. Tue goin to wear new uniform there, wif a tie n stuff. N its nt cool. Very hot if u ask mi since its long sleeve. Watched chronicles of narnia. Chey seemed like another golden compass. Ok lar. so-so. I so wana watch get smart. N its nt cause of the title fyi. Cant wait fer wed off. Stupid com!!!! ZZZZZZ...........

Today morn woke up at 10. Wa dam late. Then ard 1230 went to collect insurance quotation frm fren. He goin sentosa so i met him at srgn mrt. Haiya feel bad cause in the mum din wan to buy insurance make him waste his time a bit bu hao yi si. Sry dude. Mayb whn im wrking le then i approach u? haha. Tat's if i hav no debts to repay. Walao then my fren say nxt wk he goin play beach vball wif jade seah!!! OMG. Hmm, its abt the new show comin up on either chnl 8 or chnl u the one abt beach vball one. I onli noe the english translation is beach babes. Zzz. Onli 8 teams were chosen to play wif her n prolly some other celebrities i tink. Walao!!! I wan to go sentosa n play vball lar!!! Sianz. Afternoon then went out wif fren. Chatted and shopped fer 2 hrs? Then bought bubble tea. Then i told my fren nt to buy frm one shop then he din hear n go buy in the end cost 30 cents more. I went to e other shop to buy cause i cannot drink wif straw but in the end still sealed the cup n gimme straw. Wat was amusing was prolly i nearly walked away w/o paying fer the drink. So paiseh lar. Then the two aunties say kao dao them then forgt to pay. -.- zzz lame. Then still teased mi say wat my ears turned red. Eh tats a healthy sign to say tat i exercise a lot k. (As if lol) Then my fren juz laughed. Ahhhh....the conversation was interesting....

The feeling of falling in love is so beautiful. Even if its not u u still feel happy fer whoever it is. "Freshness breeds excitement, familarity breeds comfort." Well said old fren. Whereas the former allows more freedom, perhaps the latter will truly make one feel at ease and loved. A mix of both would be perfect. Perfectly perfect. Wun you agree huh?

Off today. Actually not relly considering the number of calls i get frm my hp from office nos. Cept tat i aint in camp physically. Hav to tie up a number of loose ends since its the end of the wk sianz. Worst of all, my dy head was "disappointed" wif mi n the head pa fer taking off on a day whr much wrk n prep had to b done fer the upcoming SAF day on tue. Oh well. I guess today's juz another of his pms-ing days. Juz gotta gt used to him my u/s said. Today slacked at home then went tuition at void deck. Wa v distracting cannot liaoz nxt time muz b in a hse. Then the boy headache, so i let him off earlier 5 mins. Then i asked him wat he tot of mi then he say not bad (usually wat pple will say so as not to hurt ur feelings), then he said sometimes slack. Lol. Oh well. Looks like my tuition career is off to a bad start. Treated him to ice-cream aft clz and went home le.

Watched the 9 o'clock show also. Was abt relationships and stuff. Then one of the female leads was like considering if marrying had to be compulsory to show tat she loved her bf. She was like gettin the pre-marital blues n stuff and being pessi abt the future whether her marriage after she married will nt take a turn fer the worse like sm of the live examples she had seen. The responsibilities and suddenness proved too much fer her to handle and she became a runaway bride, ending tonite's episode. Interesting. Indeed.

Off tml. Make it today. Long wkend fer once. But no programs. Clz gathering cancelled. Maybe goin out tml bt doubt so. Boring.

Monday nite rushed out bishan fer dinner wif frens. Then went macs fer a little chat. Then dunnoe hw we talked till fairytales and young children's stories. Omg it seems like i've lost half my childhood or simply haven gone thru it yet -.-

Tue vetting by Mr. 3-star general. I did my part smooth n cool and we were rewarded wif some food, President's standard. Alrite actually it was food tasting fer CDF bt it was catered fer 50 pax so yea I kinda sqeezed myself into the 50. Oooo, there was chocolate fountain there too...Omg seems like mini Willy Wonka was there himself haha. Then went off at 8 plus close to nine and reached home at nine plus. Phew, at last a full day of rehearsals ended well whn it was nided most.

Today went fer the last day of table tennis comp. Zzz din get to play made mi waste my time travelling. Wa heard a lot of my frens clzmates or pple i noe gettin overseas scholarships. Heard one abt firefly one. Dam. They let mi hav a smell of it a yr ago. But onli juz tat. I can onli blame myself fer being unfocused and distracted. Prolly goin to go down s the biggest regret of my life. Wats past is past i admit i aint a born scholar anyway. Then went home aft tat v song off the rest of the day. Went fer tuition then my tutee said i was slacking. Haha ok lar i wun b the nxt time rd k? I dun wan to get fired even bfore they receive their first test results -.- Tml back to wrk. Hopefully friday i can claim my off. Then long wkend haha. But aft tat SAF day proper. Omg Mr. President. Pls leave mi sm food aft u leave k? Heh.

Today slept till ard 9 then woke up. Wow tink it rained thru the nite cause i woke up feeling cold. Actually wanted to go queensway wif frens prolly to get my shoe. Bt in the end cause had to go tuition so asked them to postpone afterall. Noon went fer tuiton. First time i saw their dad. Then usual stuff. Went home. Played some computer games. And soon it will be the dreaded monday. Oh well. Used to it. Anyway kungfu panda is quite nice. Another....nice action cartoon i guess. Back to wrk. Zzz. im gettin bored of blogging. Perhaps i shld cut down the frequency.

Today. Erm...slept until v shuang. 9 plus then woke up. Then ard 12 left hse went out wif frens. Gt my senior there also. Then he ORD-ed alrdy and was currently wrking part time issurance agent then he intro-ed us abt policies etc. Wa actually the financial world is rather complex after all. What unit trusts, hedge funds, depreciating assets and diverse investments....after his presentation i felt s thou i juz went fer a crash course on finance. Based on wat he said i suddenly realised tat being a financial planner sure has very great potential in the society in future. No wonder my dad wanted mi to study banking and finance zzz. Oh well. U onli can choose one to study anyway in uni. Catched up a lot on old times. Then aft tat went on our own separate ways. Went home then prepared to go fer hsewarming at my uncle's hse. Oh well, had a big tiff wif my parents there. Call mi a problem kid. Either im a gangster wannabe or...watever. Shallnt mention bad stuff. Did my multiplication table fer my tutee tml. Found out abt punctuation fer dialogues frm the net. Complained to my cousin hw angry i was wif my family and he kinda eased my anger and consoled mi. Lol. Btw he's 2 yrs my junior. Tml theres onli tuition in the afternoon. Argh. My last day to slp late fer the week. Then its full steam ahead agn. O yea, seems like its the As all over agn....

Today was a very gd break frm wrk. Anyway lets start wif ytd first. Ytd went to camp and amended all the stuff nided fer today's rehearsal. Since i was unable to make it, briefed my clerk abt wat was my role approx. and frm his ability he probably cld figure out the rest. Then stayed up till ard 9 plus before goin home. Tricked the duty clerk into making him think tat i was goin to make him stay in wif mi. N he was quite happy whn i said so haha. Kinda bad huh mi but oh well, cant resist a little joke here n there s long s it doesnt blow pple up. He even din mind to walk wif mi over to another blk to hand over keys haha. Guess it prolly he cldnt mind it given the fact tat he was my duty clerk but hopefully nt the case. Reached hm at 945? Then bathed blogged n slept.

Today morn rushed to camp to issue arms then went off to kallang fer table tennis competition at the new sun sports club. Wa...very long nvr play table tennis competitions le. I played onli one doubles today although there were 2 matches. Given the fact tat i was dam busy wif SAF day and cldnt train much i din relly hav the confidence to ask my captain to put mi to play. In the end, I won my match cause the opponents' standard simply wasn't there and my team won overall. Fer the other match lost 2-3. Zzz....no more chance to qualify into semis le. And no more offs tats the worst!!! Wa bt reached there alrdy saw 2 pri sch frens. One played table tennis all his life. Said hi to mi. Another asked if i rmbred him n i called him by his name immed. Then we made a few exchanges wif ea other the 3 of us n he said i still hadn't changed since pri sch, the manner at which i talked. Lol. Old habits die hard huh. Then saw a lot of my jc team mates playing fer different formations. Lol prolly could have a table tennis gathering there fer my jc le haha. Rather nice to relieve the old times. My doubles partner in jc was also there lol. Still s shole s ever haha. Haiya the 2-3 act i wanted to play the last singles. Either mi or my ex-captain. Then he played in the end cause i din relly hav the confidence to tell my captain to put mi since my serve was rather rusty given my minimal amount of training due to wrk commitments. Zai zai zai. Then he lost 2-3 n the team lost 2-3. Wasnt easy i knew. But, i stood a chance of doin one better anyway huh. *wink* Oh well. I tink i will deteriorate in everything s i grow up. Last time i topped my clz n was even poached to go cat high juz to play table tennis fer the school. Now? Lol. Juz the opposite. Anyway saw jason ho e national paddler there n a few other big names in the table tennis fratenity. Aiya, seen jason ho since i was in pri sch haha. So no surprise. Hope nxt wed fer the last game i will b able to play.

Tml lunch gg out wif frens. Dinner at uncle's hse fer housewarming. Sunday noon tuition. Alrite. At least i dun hav to wake up early tml huh. Oya tuition gotta prepare sm stuff. Muz rmbr sia. Anyway gt another tuition offer. Rejected it cause i din wana over commit myself. Pri 4 math n sci. 220 per month. beta price than wat i hav nw but oh well im nt complaining. Think im prolly goin to slp aft this. My rite hand n leg r suan and its nt the normal suan type. Its the pain n suan type. Ok anyway its nt nice k. Went to central buy sm food stuff. Tidbits to b exact. Scolded by my mum fer eating junk food. But kinda wan smth to munch on so tat i will nt b so bored. Ok tired le lar. Nxt tue Chief of Defence Force vetting. May he be a kind soul n approve our proceedings haha. Watever it is, its the wkends first. Chill out!!!

Whoa, im rather tired. Wrong, make that very. To bed, my faithful companion.

Anyway here's a joke frm a lifeguard tat livened mi up a little one late night wrking .

People who run in front of the car will be tired.
People who run behind though, get exhausted.

o.0

Whoa, im dead beat. Came home ard 9 plus frm SAFTI prolly lucky tat i hitched a ride frm a lifeguard. Squeezed a while wif 6 in the car so yea i was the extra one who joined in the last haha. Realised tat my DY head stayed ard bishan st 11 oooo....so near nia...luckily he seldom brings in wrk aft wrking hrs if nt i tink i almost everytime hav to wrk ot liaoz zzz. Wa today at SAFTI set up deco fer the dining hall, then prepared fer vetting. Tink we were dam raw lar hopefully we become better, MUCH better by next vetting by Chief of Defence Force. Then witnessed the 5 men Music and Drama Company frm SAF ensemble played a few songs. 3 violins, mini ones ( i dunnoe their proper names -.-), 1 keyboardist ( i tink tats wat hes called) and 1 guitarist. Wa, looks dam pro lar they all, eh act nt but i was impressed. N my heart melted at their music....awww....wanted to learn some musical instrument fer awhile but oh well din hav the time n prolly nvr gonna hav. I dun hav the musical talent either so there. I juz realised tat being the cuemaster fer my department fer the post parade reception portion is actually quite a heavy responsibility. Being tasked to cue the MCs and everyone on board, lol, i could very well b the person to cause Mr. President to do the wrong stuff at the wrong times. Oh well, i'll try my best anyway. Actually there ought to b another rehearsal this friday but i told my Head tat i had table tennis comp. Wooo...i was surprised he was willing to let mi off fer it. Im quite excited abt it haha. Very long nvr play le but i doubt i will hav to chance to play given my lack of training and exposure due to committments fer SAF day. Tml will clear up my stuff then friday go off to play. Sianz duty tml agn. I dunnoe y its so sucky. No choice anyway. I hope tml will b fun. Will b bringing my pt attire n bat to camp if i rmbr juz in case they decide to train. Not tat i get a chance to get sm training time but u nvr noe. Ok lets say i wun hav a chance to k. So scrap tat. K lar 1130 alrdy quite tired le. Did i say this month i was goin to b busy? I guess i got more than i bargained fer huh.

More often than not, due to some pple's negligence or failure to fulfill their duties, others hav to suffer as a result so as to cover up for wat is left undone. That is the reason y im nt goin to b home at all fer the nxt 20 hrs at least. No matter hw hard u wrk, or hard u try, things will definitely get stuck smwhr along the chain of processes. This is one of the few times when i get so pissed that i begin to use vulgarities. Forgt it, wats done is done.

Back to wrk today and found a not so huge wrkload waiting fer mi to clear but at least it wasnt s huge s last time. It was kinda manageable of cos wif my u/s helping mi out wif sm stuff. In the afternoon at ard 2, then he went to SAFTI to help out. Then since his hse was juz 4 stops frm SAFTI, he decided to go home str8 frm there even wif his bag still in his office. In the end i hav to clear up watever mess he left behind n hav to take care of sm of his stuff to bring fer tml's vetting such as laptop etc. Nvm. Im cool.

Depending on whr u r, smtimes or rather everytime, being Mr. Nice guy will kill u. Always promising others to lend a helping hand will land u in more mess than actually gettin back the recognition or even a word of thanks which they owe u. Nvm nvm. I swear i will nvr ever put in my max effort while wrking here. Onli the bare minimum, or wat i deem suitable. After all, it never pays. It doesn't.

Today went SAFTI. Wa witnessed a little prelude of wat was to come the actual including the parade. Not bad the parade cept i tink they were still a little raw but no worries given tat they still hav 2 wks of practise to go. Woo...then i saw the best unit competition winners frm commandoes. All red berets....haha. Then went to meet up wif my course mate who was instructor at OCS. Nxt wk gettin their new batch of cadets alrdy. haha. No more slacking. Then saw my sch's prom king eating lunch, newly commissioned. Ooo...NDU officer. Wicked sick lol.

Wa it seems my tutee's mum is rather kind to mi. Anywhere she can accomodate mi she wld. Tats nice. She's a mother of 4 juz like my mum. 2 guys 2 gals. Balance mix haha. Age gap between oldest n youngest is 11 yrs, 1 more than my family. Today went fer yet another session and it was alrite. Then the guy asked mi if i had more students n i replied no. Then i asked him y then he said cause i looked like i had. And i was a nice teacher. Lol. Sweet talker sia he. Anyway i noe myself. I tend to set too high expectations smtimes. Oh ya did i mention his mum wanted him to skip Os n go fer the zhi tong che ting? I'll try my best if i last tat long haha. Perhaps the hope of wanting him to succeed whr i failed and become a better student than mi will drive mi on to teach him well.

Back to wrk tml. -.-

Wa very tired le after a whole day out. First went to woodlands play soccer. First to reach there agn zzz n i was juz nice on time. Finally set of to the court n reached at ten. No one to play wif cept one other guy. Played fer ard 2 hrs. Quite tired liaoz. Then went to eat lunch. Was dam hungry lar. Ate one bowl of laksa. Then ate half more bowl of ban mian. Then still hungry zz. But since the rest wanted to go off i dun wan eat liaoz. Then went sg pools since 2 of them wanted to bet. Lol had a tinge of curiosity to giv it a try bt given my luck i gave it a miss. Wa another of my fren also broke up lar. Then his camp 3 more broke up. Zzz. Tink he had a gd gf lar. Is he wanted to giv up onli. Wad a waste.

AFter tat went home liaoz fer the rest. I had to join my fam, frens n cousin at east coast. Wa frm one end of the island to another sia. Long long way. Reached there ard 4 in the noon. A lot of pple tsktsk. Father's Day, expected thou. Then guessed wat, they were playing soccer whn i reached. N ya the stupid 401 take dam long to wait lar. 30 mins if im nt wrong. ZZZ. So play soccer, again lor. Quite fun lar onli prob is tat i played barefooted in the end gt a few bruises here and there. Then ltr went home to take a bath. Then went to hav dinner. I also quite hungry. Ate ma you ji then 3 quarter bowl of ban mian. Ban mian agn cause i nvr finish the other half in the afternoon muz make up lol. Anyway i tink i gettin skinnier lar. Every gal wld definitely go fer my build now. Slim n tall. But definitely none of the guys heh. Actually they wanted to play lan ltr but either the shops were closed or closed down. Lol i was act quite tired to play s well anyway. Then came home watched incredible tales then this then prolly goin to slp aft this. Tml still hav to go SAFTI. Sian.

I guess i finally realised in life there is nth u can pine fer fer life. Some stuff may come whn u least expect it. Such are the nice surprises in life. Fer others, it cld b best if they prolly nvr existed at all...

Yawnz. Today was a boring day. Did nth the whole day. Morn fren asked mi go swimming then ltr i say can le then he say he gt cold zzz. Afternoon took an hr nap then went jogging at ard 4 at the college near my hse. Almost no one there. A few children here n there. A few adults. A few students. Ran 6 rounds then went back. Considering its the first time im running in mayb ard 2 mths? Its prolly rather encouraging. Went back joked wif my mum abt mi nearly being the 3rd guy to go on the papers fer mishap n nearly gt a slap. zzz. Whr's the sense of humour huh. At nite went to central walk walk. Bought a bit of stuff then went home alrdy.

Hmm...wat a gd life diary this blog wld b fer mi. Blogger.com beta nt crash or watever. N yea read a bk frm my bro's camp abt self-confidence. My mum introed mi one. Not s if im nt confident abt myself zzz. Rmbred esp one. "Count the positive things only, not the negative ones." So cliche. Not s if i nvr liddat zzz. Haha anyway, din relly write much abt the past wk or so. Wed stayed in camp. Stupid pple who wanted to make the security passes came onli at 9 plus such tat i n my fren tot they went mambo or smth. Watched Sarah Connor. Not bad quite nice. Lol the mum's another Angelina Jolie. Took a little nap then woke up n realised 11 le. zzz. No more hopes of gg home tat nite alrdy. 1230 they ended printing. Went online a while but kinda pointless so went slp le. First we slept on the floor in the conference rm. Then too cold. Then i went sofa haha.

Thurs another normal day. Left early fer dental then met my fren who POP-ed frm tekong on my way there. Said he knew abt the guy frm tekong. Supposedly frm K coy. Tsktsk. 5 days of enlistment n this happens? My condolences. Went dental had my stitches removed. Supposedly healing nicely s said by the dentist. Dunnoe y i seemed awed by him. N no im straight. Hmm...today juz tot of giving dentistry a shot nxt yr aft i ORD. Dentistry gp nid B3 a nt ah? If no nid i apply liaoz haha. Zzz. My pathetic english. Wa bt dentistry the school fees dam ex too. Tsktsk...juz fer the fun of the interview then. heh.

Gdgd. Tml's at least gonna b a more fun day. Soccer wif my jc mates. Always looking forward to this day every month. Absence makes the heart grows fonder since we onli meet half a month. Then prolly joining my fam, cousins n frens at east coast aft tat. Wa dam far lar frm woodlands to east coast. Zzz. Dunnoe hw to go there anyway. Tml juz try liaoz lor. The boy im tutoring speaks wif the maturity of an 18 yr old although hes juz 11. Im kinda learning frm him more than he's learning frm mi haha. Sianz monday back to SAFTI. Time to slog. Soon. But aft tml! XD N i wana buy a shoe. Can I?

Im tired. Im tied up. And i've tried. Y do i always learn lessons the hard way -.- oh well. This time its juz a hundred plus bucks. Next time a thousand. Then the nxt my life? Seems possible leh nt jk. As far s im concerned anyway. Oh well, i shallnt spell out the details but ya basically my fault. Or so i presume. Tats hw tough my life's prolly gona b. But watever happens, I swear, i relly do, tat nth's gona stop mi frm doin wat i wan to. Gullible and naive, I will grow out of it one day. I swear it. With my life.

Anyway, tats the reason fer the "fer now" part about my gd life. It prolly juz ended eh?

Today had my first session. Was....kinda weird haha. The girl was nt v gd...the boy was almost perfect. The mother was very understanding bt emphasised tat she wanted to c results -.- Dieded. I muz thank one of the clerks fer the advice he gave mi. Very chim bt reasonable and definitely useful. Once again, im astounded by his vast life experiences. Lol then before i left the mother told mi tat her sister-in-law was lookin fer a tutor. Oh well, the boy was saying i was good. C'mon. I aint wat u tink i m anyway. I failed to answer his qn abt a gibbous moon zzz. Sianz tml gotta stay in cause pple making security passes the whole nite. So suay tml duty. Thurs nxt tuition lucky gt dental so i tink no nid take cab haha. Changed my tuition schedule so prolly its beta fer mi, i think. Anyway juz came back half an hr ago n under heavy rain, and i haven bathed. But im not complaining heh. Life is good, for now.

Mondays r always the worst days of a wk for s long s i live. For many others i suppose tats the case too unless they hav mondays off -.- Today was relatively ok. Not very busy fer mi s there's always my u/s to suck up all the extra arrows tat come my way, but not fer long i guess. My shield's goin off in july, which is real soon. Read my fren's blog. He said smth abt thinking abt big stuff whn u r still young. Hmm...i guess i juz wan the future to b more stable n safe fer mi n everyone ard mi. The more precautions there r the more i will take up if possible. Tml is the first day of tuition. Gonna cab there ouch. N gotta pay 50% of wat i earn fer the first month. Double ouch. Think im gona cab there if im gonna cont n the parents dun wana change the timing. Cool. Anyway today was tasked to buy basketball nets to fit on the rims in camp. Went to adidas, nike then converse bt all dun hav zzz. Then went world of sports tot cnfm hav. But in the end dun hav. Beside WOS was ntuc, i decided tat sportslink was rather far away n went into ntuc to try my luck. Indeed i was lucky enuf to find it. Hopefully it fits. Either my luck or my laziness helped mi find it lol. But hey no matter wat i wld hav scourged the whole of sg to find the stupid nets k zzz. Beta rest early today. Tml's a long day. Very long indeed.

Another sunday down. Zai. Means tat the nxt day hafta wrk agn. Today morn ate a bit then lunch went park hotel beside paragon fer buffet lunch. On my way there by train i saw my fren lol. He juz finished giving tuition and was goin to city hall to meet his gf dunnoe buy wat. Ask him say dun wan to say dunnoe y he so secretive sia. Then he goin to try apply dentistry nxt yr n get scholarship. Zai. Given his results n prudentials shldnt b a prob i reckon. Lunch my bro's treat haha. Think altogether 400 or 500 plus cause gt invite other pple also. Cousin, grandfather, auntie and frens. Din eat a lot there. Was quite so-so onli considering it was a hotel zzz. Then after tat walked ard then went home le. Actually wanted to join other frens bt gt held up by the lunch so told them to go first ba. Felt kinda bad there. Sry guys. Today also received a tuition offer. Though nt v gd bt i said i wld giv it a try. Moreover given my heavy wrk schedule i tink more or less i've gotta giv it up. Anyway i'll b giving it a shot this tue. Responsibilities are tough. But it will make u grow up. I am growing up at last, i tink heh.

Sometimes it is the small things in life which makes one very happy.

Today handed over duty then witnessed a bit of the passing out parade of the arty specs. Hmm...shallnt comment on their presentation as in their turnout in terms of uniform and the combination which i dun relly like. Anyway quite a number of civilians came to witness their boys passing out and it kinda reminded mi of mine. The many hours finally put to gd use, the sweat you bled during the toiling course, at last a bit of recognition and smth fer ur family n loved ones to b proud of. To mi mine was a so-so kinda thing. Its relieving whn u finally walk out of the parade square after the parade that you completed the course unscathed. Oya the near-death incident in Thailand made this especially true lol.

After tat had a lift frm my fren to the mrt then went to my fren's hse bfore goin out shopping. Lol. Shopping u read it rite hahaha. Actually i was kinda bored being at home all day n laze ard so i decided to folo my frens n take a little stroll ard singapore town in a singapore city bus.....lalalalala....zzz. Ok we went city hall then walked ard...went to a few shops c c touch touch n joke joke. Although there were onli 4 of us i felt quite happy. Din feel tis happy in a rather long time. Prolly i was cooped up at home fer too long haha. Then we went to try out sm unreal tournament trial on a comp thing. Quite fun. Like counterstrike. Or quake. U noe 1st person shooter ffa etc yea. Then went millenia walk go redeem my free bag fer opening one bank account wif my mum. Joint d. And nope i did nt strike lottery overnite it was cause the new account had a higher interest rate. Wa the bag dam big. Quite nice. I tink i like it haha. Then put my old bag into it n carried it along. After tat we walked past a few pianos then heard music. Then realised tat one of the pianos the keys were playing by itself n there was the music coming out of it! Not ghost lar lame. N not jk lar. Seems like upon further clarification we found out tat they attached a player to the piano so tat it wld play the song automatically. COOL!! DOUBLE COOL!! And guess wats the cost....drumroll pls....it is....15k juz fer the installation excluding the piano!!! Wa zai sei. Apparently the player comes frm US and fixing it onto the piano requires them shifting the piano back to their wrkshop fer 3 wks. Holy cow. So long n so ex. No wonder so zai sia. Then we went eat lunch at dunnoe whr. Spent 20 bucks. But had a nice meal. Din have such a nice slow fun meal fer a v long time too. Tats y i din mind spending 20 bucks haha. Then went shop around a bit more. Found tat even after GSS sm places r still nt cheap enuf fer my liking. Prolly goin to queenstown one day wif them to buy shoes.

Went bras brasah to search fer 2nd hand bkstores to buy sm bks to keep us occupied. Wa relly c bks until quite giddy. Think the library offers a better and cheaper solution. Then s usual my fren kept making comments abt gals walking past. Haiya tsktsk...if i din notice them prolly they werent gd enuf to catch my eye lol. Then he say gt one wear the shirt until quite exposed. Unbuttoned until dunnoe whr. Think hes lying lar or else a lot of guys wld b walking ard her alrdy.
Then aft tat went home ard 5. Wa quite tired. I was standing and leaning in the train and cld also fall aslp. Lol. But i definitely din feel tat it was a waste of time. Yay nxt wk it will b soccer! Hope i help my team more than i help the opponent -.- Tml cancelled goin play bball cause of my tooth. Feel like goin thou haha. Then later buffet lunch my bro treat nice~~! Tats abt it.

Tats y i say simple things can make one happy. Actually all it takes is juz one thing to make mi happy. Heh, im happy bt nt overjoyed. I juz hope tat everything stays s it is now... but i noe...onli thing tat is constant is...yea u got it...change.

Silence. I have juz read the blog of a fren of mine. Hmm...very meaningful...touching...yet heartwrenching. Haiz...growth isnt measured through age, rather through the experiences within the limited time one has in his life.

Anyway, today went to NDC to remove my stitches frm my wound. Saw an ex-clzmate there. Then went in to c the dentist. Dunnoe y i was kinda happy to c him haha. Prolly to get rid of the irritating stitches n resume back my normal way of dieting and speech. The moment i saw a syringe on the metal tray i was resigned to my fate in a few minutes time. However to my surprise all he did was to snip mayb twice? Then told mi alrite he shall remove more nxt wk. Zzz. Then he told the female dentist whom first attended to mi whn i reached NDC tat day to do the ops to come over and explained to her my condition. My feeling is tat he prolly is more experienced and is teaching her sm facts abt ops n wat a gd specimen i made. Then he asked mi if i wanted to stay at home and said tat it was a gd reason to stay at home. He asked mi if 2 days mc was enuf. Then i said haha cannot lar gimme today can le im kinda busy. Then he made remarks about wat a gd man n officer i m n tat singapore shld hav more officers like to e female nurse. Lol. It feels kinda good but u noe... or rather i noe tat aint relly true. Anyway he gave mi one day mc so i stayed home today. Tml goin back camp sianz. DO smmore. Haiz. Sighing is bad. So frm nw on i will say zai instead of haiz since its kinda e same spelling. Kinda. Nitez.

First day at work. The load of work hit mi like the niagara falls as soon as i stepped into the office. No wait, is BEFORE i stepped in whn i was in bunk changing up. More often than not i and my upperstudy r tasked to do other pple's jobs thus our busy times. Oh well, other pple's inefficiency has led to our deficiency, a less healthy mental mindframe to go abt doin wrk. Ok the last sentence was crap. Anyhow, I hav spirtually taken over the apptmt and hopefully i can last till around...september? Yea ard end of sep. Tat wld b whn my understudy comes. Heh. Come sep many of my frens wld alrdy b preparing to take off and clear leave. Dam.

Today there was a rather nice break during wrk, or rather a short conversation wif a doctor while we were requiring his aid fer official reasons. Omg, the school fees fer medicine during studies r like ard 80k fer 5 yrs....80k!!!! HOLY MACARONI IN JACCUZI! Yea alrite he took a loan frm his dad's cpf then he's still repaying his loan. He's 26 this yr...and surprise surprise...ok mayb nt so surprising...but he's getting married soon!! Wow. It muz b relly hard fer him to repay his loan and get married at the same time but hey he's a doc dude. If his future's aint bright, i aint hav no future. Come to which i tot of another random stuff. If u mention doctors or lawyers to pple, they will b "ooh-ing" and "ahh-ing" away in awe. Bankers...managers....meeeaybe. Engineers, construction workers, they will b "chey-ing" or "oic-ing" for the less mean. Hmm...if onli my results were gd enuf fer medicine, i prolly wld hav given it a shot. Not tat i aspire to b a doctor since i tink im kinda afraid of operating of living things esp on another of your kind, but i mean the experience wld b invaluable. What comes with it s a bonus i guess is the status. Anyway, tat doc said his passion was to b a doc so i guess he gt his wish n another enthusiastic doc was born. I wonder if i spelled wrongly doc s dog in any of the above sentences....

I promise i will study hard in uni. Dam it tats wat i always said since i was sec sch i tink. Bt i always fail to do so. Hopefully it doesnt. I better not.

I am a miser. In terms of wat i do nt hav i tend to b a bit more thrifty with the ways i manage them. One good example is money. Im by far a wealthy person juz a fairly average one, or perhaps more humbly slightly below. Money isn't everything in this world bt i believe it is one of the more essential stuff which everyone muz n shld hav a certain amount at least.

Spending has nvr been an integral part of my life so thankfully im nt a shopaholic female. Whatever tat i can get s long s it suits my taste or i deem acceptable shall b accepted, s soon s of course it is within my very limited budget. Smtimes i wld sacrifice a bit of quality fer price, and smtimes, its worth while others its juz wat pple wld say gettin cheated fer gettin cheapskate stuff.

The problem wif mi spending so much on stuff which costs a lot yet having the same functions s one which costs much less is tat i juz cannot cross my guilt barrier. Smhw, having 3 bros still studying n 2 younger than mi coupled wif the fact tat onli my dad is supporting the family has always weighted on my mind tat my expenditure shld b kept to a minimum. True, i wldnt mind splurging a bit on special occasions bt if its a weekly or even fortnightly event, i wld try to avoid those stuff.

You may say money is to spend nt to save n scrimp. Yea sure, but it doesnt apply to mi nw s far s im concerned. Not tat i hav a family to support but the fact tat i've yet to finish my studies n my studies wld probably b rather costly is sorta reasonable enuf. My upperstudy is tinking of signing on to army fer 3 yrs juz to hav his tuition fees in uni paid off and hav a bit of savings before coming out to society debt-free. Dunnoe y hes so desperate. He onli has a sister and has a family car. Both his parents are wrking too. Looks can smtimes b deceiving anyway.

Tml i wld b goin back to camp. Yawnz. Finished my 1 wk of mc n back to wrk. A lot of wrk. Piled up n piling. I've a feelin im gonna b dam busy fer the whole month of June. Dam busy. Cool. Just cool.

What a chain of extraordinary events. Either my life is dam happening, or my life is damned with happenings. Screw it. I juz realised today tat act its nt my rite cheek tat is swollen because its recoverin frm my ops but i used my tougue to feel fer the first time today n realised tat its cause of extra stuff the dentist put there such tat it looked like a bulge. Cool. It felt like soft tissue, soft gums. Eeewww.... N i can feel a stitch or two somewhr along the exterior. Hopefully nxt thurs whn he removes the stitches he removes the extra "gums" or smth. Or else...or else...yea or else wat huh, cant tink of it either bt i noe its gonna b smth bad. 2 more days of mc n im contemplating goin back camp in the noon or smth to get back to the pace of wrk asap. Hmm...beta nt lar...it will b rather troublesome if anything happens to me outside about my mouth...prolly the gums dropping out or smth liddat. I also realised smth. Now i cannot relly taste the whole taste of the food i eat nw. Ok...mayb its cause i eat on onli one side...lets hope its tat way. Alrite im tired. Goin to konk out alrdy. Before tat a brush of my remaining teeth...n hope tat portion remains intact...till this thurs tat is.